Rienx's world

2012-02-08T16:39:00.005+08:00

So far, there's nothing big that happened in my school/home life.
MY life. Just another ordinary life in this big, big world.
Yesterday night, I read the newspapers and watched other countries' news channels on TV.
Frankly I was very, very shocked at what's happening around the world the entire time I watched the news.
I knew that the countries more on the western side is still experiencing winter(I got the info from posts at 9GAG, where the 9gaggers say that they're really really cold now XD), but I had never expected it to be THAT cold.
I think the coldest temperature I saw in the newspapers is about -39 degree celcius?
And several people died just because of the cold.
I saw clips on TV showing snowstorms/blizzards in some countries, and I can literally see the wind, because I see snow flying furiously across just some plain white ground. I know there's trees and roads and stuff but the snow is so thick that I just see white. No other colour. And the sky is so...dull looking...
There are countries in Asia which is having winter pretty badly too, like Japan and China. I think Japan's temperature is around -20+degree celcius, but I saw a report that says it's gradually warming up. My mum told me that in some part of China, right at the north of China, the temperature is around -49degrees...almost hitting -50. The people living there isn't going to bath anytime soon...they'll literally freeze man -_-
And in Australia, there's a really big flood going on there. It's wet and cold at the other side of the world, and what's the weather like in Singapore?

Mr. All blue sky is back!! And Rienx walked home under this sky...melting and melting T_T"
Haiz...well. There's a lot more interesting news like the news on Syria but I'm too lazy to write my thoughts on that XD
Yesterday and today, I got back two tests. I got 19/20 For E math, and 14/15 for physics. Yeps, not too bad.
But urgh. Just now the history test on the war of Europe. I died on that one -.-
I have a good feeling that I'm gonna fail right at the start of the test already lol
But the questions are so tough..or maybe I'm not used to it.
I mean I did study, I have the content..(well maybe not the content for Great Depression xD)but....idk the way the question is phrased, I CAN'T.........Nvm.
Had chem test which wasn't too easy but managable.

Here's something rare I saw in the dark, black sky when I went to school this morning:

It's actually a full moon..but here it seems a little dented for some reason idk XD
It's yellow in actual view, and it's really bright.
Tsuki...

BIRTHDAY!@#!#!@#!@

2012-02-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR, DEAR BEAUTIFUL MERGUINE LUKA !@#!@#$!~~~~~~~

Oh gosh, I didn't know that her birthday already went by on 30 Jan until I saw one of the top comments on her JBF video just now!@#@! T_T!@#!
Ah..And to think I don't know my favourite vocaloid's birthday..that's just sad ;_;

Happy 2 year anniversary Luka :)

2nd Feb

2012-02-02T20:57:00.003+08:00

Some reasons why I've not posted for the last four days:
1.Been busy,
2.Very tired,
3.A really typical day, nothing to post.

Not laziness :)
Yesterday the bell sounded at noon signalling the first day of February.
And omg, the first thing I think of when I hear/see February is "Syusuke's birth month"
Still, and will forever love him -v-
But the really unfortunate thing is, I'll be having my first (chem) SPA practical on his birthday, which is the leap year date, 29 FEB T_T
Ah. Chem practical.. Got back my chem practical report today and got a shit result of D(fail) -.-
Majority of the class got a D...and all kenna scolding by teacher for crappy work lol.
I'm not an exception..without all the careless mistakes I made, I would have passed the report ._. .
Meh, I've already had enough dwelling over it for the rest of the schoolday, so I'm not gonna talk about it anymore ._.

Yesterday, I had my first history lesson of the year, and the chapter was about the war in Europe(That's why I love history..I love to read stories of the past <3)
Usually in humanities classes, for my history/ss class, the teacher always shows some interesting videos that (most of the time) relates to the lesson.
So yesterday, to show us the horrible aftereffects of war, he showed us a "shell-shock" video, where the people, although they did not suffer any major physical wounds, they are still affected horribly by the war mentally.
The cannot stand, walk, sit or lie still. Their mind is haunted by nightmares of the war, and I think that is worse than having physical injuries.

Had (another) surprise compre test in English class later. Another (I think?) O level paper passage that we had to do.
And so far, I think that this is the toughest paper I've ever done in my life.
So many foreign words and I honestly don't even find the "simple" questions simple ._.
So. I guess I'll be happy if I pass that test ._.

Later in choir, I think I permanently became their pianist until I graduate, or step down in April. And the conductor is really demanding a lot from me.. ;_;
He gave us a new score to learn today, then he played once for us. After that, for subsequent practices, he asked me to play for them.
SUMMARY: He gives you a score, plays once, expects you to know how to play the whole score well with no big slips/mistakes and plays for the whole choir to sing.
Being a pianist is no easy job...it looks easy, but lol..it's tougher than standing there and sing. You cannot afford to make any careless slips in playing wrong notes, you can't mess up the timing(or tempo), you have to follow the conductor precisely while playing(this is real multi-tasking, looking at the conductor without looking at the keyboard to see where your hands are),you can't get confuse in sheet reading ANY TIME during your performance, and to be a good pianist,(which is what I try to do, for the sake of helping them)you need to play the music musically, as best as you can, like adding in the small little details of slurs, staccato, loud and soft etc etc.
Once you screw up any of those mentioned above, you need to think REAL fast to make up for your mistake, like do a little improvisation in your playing, and CONTINUE YOUR PLAYING. You must never panic, otherwise there'll be an awkward silence and you literally kill your choir's performance lol.
I think of it this way. The choir pianist is like the captain of the choir in disguise, and the conductor is the navigator(like giving directions).

Hm. I think I make a pianist job sound really tough >w>" But those are all the challenges faced by me, and conquered by me XD
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Tomorrow, other than having a little physics class test, there's nothing much going on. I'm really tired now @_@(yes, being a pianist can be very tiring, having to concentrate and all)

So goodbye -v-

2012-01-28T21:37:00.003+08:00

That awkward moment when...
Your brother invited a friend over, and they're playing a card game at the living room, then you read an extremely funny joke online in your room(which is very near the living room) and start laughing out loud and then you realised that there is a guest outside. *headdesked*
-AND-
You are also listening to a very upbeat and addicting (vocaloid) song and you just start singing along with it out loud, and in the midst of enjoying it you realise that there is a guest outside. *double headdesked* oAo
To myself: STOP BEING LAZY AND CLOSE YOUR FREAKING ROOM DOOR.
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Today I woke up looking foward to the afternoon where I'd go swimming with my friend.
I kEEP looking to the cloudy sky hoping it won't rain, and I'm happy.
I spent nearly the whole morning 9gagging and listening to vocaloid music online, then I did some a math homework. After lunch, I played some piano, then I continued my a math homework until my friend arrived, then I went swimming with her for about 1 and a half hour(includes showering @_@)
Then after that, we went back to my house to do homework and check out some jap songs.
I played her a couple of songs on the piano, and I'm glad she likes my playing.
I told her I like to play the piano for my friends whether they come to my house or I go to their house(if they have a piano), because everyday when I play the piano as equally nice as I play, if they feel that my playing gets too loud(because the song gets loud at that part), my brother/sister/both will shut their bedroom doors(loudly) LOL. (Rienx: -cries- ;A;) Because they want to listen to their own music, but to me I feel that me+my music is unwanted..yeah that sums up the horrible feeling I get.
Just now, a few hours before my friend comes, another friend of mine called me(to ask about homework again =_=). She asked me if we need to do the a math tys. I said yes. Then she tells me that she has forgotten everything already, and she can't do any question there. The whole topic is trigonometry, so it's understandable. So I told her to look up our a math txtbk examples, which is what I did to recap.
I think she didn't get it O_o
So anyway, friend stayed at my house until like 6.30pm+, then she went home, and I had dinner.
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Many people have this misconception of me. They all think that I'm very hardworking.
And I look like the hardworking type.
This is a major misconception. When people sms me asking "what are you doing now?", they ALWAYS send at the coincident time(idk why) that I have motivated myself to start studying, so I just reply them "study" or "homework"
Then they reply "so hardworking" and this is my immediate reaction--> =_="
This is one scenario between my kouhai(junior) and me. So I told her that I'm gonna do my homework, and (as expected) she replies that I'm hardworking.
This is what I replied her back.

Me: "Will you still call me that if I tell u tat I spend the whole of today right after I come back from school online reading 9gag jokes and watching new PoT ep 4? And I only start to do real work now"(which is after I ate dinner). <---TRUTH.
Her: "LOL ! okok LOL"

Me: "Gf."

Honestly I'm NOT hardworking by nature lol. I'm not exaggerating, it's really the truth x_x
Or maybe I always only show my serious side to other people only...
You should really spend one afternoon with me back in my house, because I can laugh A LOT(I. LOVE. CRACK. Doesn't matter whether it's about anime or life). And I open touhou songs and dance to them too x_X|||
And I sing along(in a normal volume of course, not too soft/loud) and tap and move my body to the beat.
Yeah, I'm not as quiet as I am in school than I am at home, but I'm not too noisy either XD. Yeah maybe that's why people misunderstood me that I'm the serious study type of person 0_o
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Still no dance version for "hurting for a very hurtful pain" T_T
RAWR..there's a nico chorus for it already, BUT what I really want is A DANCE FOR IT@!@#!@$#!@$!
It's such a freaking cool song to dance to, can?? T_T
More cool than cyber thunder cider(but cyber thunder cider rocks too). Espacially @1:09 onwards...
I want to play it on the piano but it doesn't sound good on the piano =_="

Seriously if there's a dance version I'd watch it right away and start dancing to it...

BITCH

2012-01-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

This is what I feel right now to my mother.
FUCK.
YOU.
BITCH.

~~Just. F U.~~

I keep shaking my head now.
Just now, my teacher called me only to remind me to bring some sample essay paper for next MT lesson next week.
On a very nice timing, my mother was standing outside my door and listening to me talk with my teacher.
When I ended the call, my mother is already giving me this dangerous look that says "NEVER DO YOUR HOMEWORK AGAIN?! You're so dead now girl."
I grew very pissed. This is what I always hate about my mother. Always jumping to conclusions so easily and assuming that she's always right.
So I snapped at her(but I DID NOT shout at her ok, I'm so much better than my sis) that it doesn't mean everytime a teacher calls me, it means I owe homework. I mean, seriously. Do teachers only know homework?
Then she gives me that hurt look, and starts saying that she's only asking if it's homework that I owe, and that I don't have to get so worked up. But come on. I don't get so worked up if she behaves like that just once or twice. BUT SHE DOES IT EVERY FUCKING TIME.
Worse, she says I don't have to speak to her in "that kind of tone". Honestly I do not think that I'm being very fierce.
No no no. What really fucking pisses me off is. Just now when I went to talk to her to "talk things out", she says she's mad at me because I went and talk to her in that kind of manner and I told her(more calmly) because I'm upset that she immediately assumes that the teacher called me because of negative things, not positive stuff.
THEN SHE STARTS COMPARING ME WITH MY BROTHER BY TELLING ME WHEN HIS TEACHER CALLS HIM, HE DOESN'T REACT TOWARDS HER THE SAME WAY AS I DID. It's like I can't be mad at her, but she can be mad at me.
I grew really fucking mad inside until I have no more words to say to her. But, I'm not a total bitch to not realise that I'm in the wrong of being rude to my mother.
So. I gave her a short simple apology, then I left her to fume by herself.
OH YES. While I'm currently in my raging mood(I'm rarely in a raging mood), I shall therefore rage one more thing I hate about my mother.
Everytime someone(doesn't matter who, a teacher or a friend) calls for me, when I end the call, she wants to find out WHO calls me and WHAT FOR. Every. Fucking. Time.
With that fucking look that says she thinks I'm in trouble or something.(And come on, she knows me since I'm a baby right? Does she think I'm the sort of girl to get into trouble?????)
I told her seriously. Do I want to find out who calls you for whatever business they want every time??!!
Come on, woman. Just now you told me I'm acting like, "I want you to KEEP OUT of my private life!@!"
Just look at you. Do you think I'm being too unreasonable?

I'm in a serious raging mood now. At least I'm much, much better than my sis, trust me. I don't cry, I don't shout at the top of my lungs, I'm RARELY rude to my parents, and I do NOT bang my door loudly purposefully in front of their faces.
AND I'm much, much better than my mother when it comes to behaviour. When I'm in a terrible mood(like now), I don't show it to the whole world, because it's MY problem. When my mother's in a bad mood, she acts like a mute and ignores people, as if they should understand the situation she's in.
Woman, the world doesn't care if you're feeling sad, it doesn't revolve around you. That's the harsh reality I've already learned a long time ago.
At least I don't ignore people when I'm in a raging mood.

Seriously.

2012-01-27T14:38:00.002+08:00

Finally! A nico chorus(real people singing) for "hurting for a very hurtful pain"!
It owns <33

English Translation:(Taken from:vgboy.dabomstew.com)
What's hurting me? Why does it hurt?
Why am I so hurting to hurt?

Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
Why does it hurt so bad as this?
Ah, I want to tell you how much it hurts,
I want you to be the only one to know

Oh, it's awful, so very awful
Why does it feel so bad as this?
I want you, it's you I want
The pain's right here in my chest...

Yes, I was the one who did it
Yes, I've wounded myself
It goes away naturally when I leave it be,
But this pain just keeps coming back

When I close my eyes, all I know
Are the things I can't see
It's unreasonable to the extreme
Someone must know my anguish...

Don't come near, don't come here
Don't let it get you so excited
Don't mind, don't pay it any mind
Just stop shouting your head off

Go away, go away, yes,
I'll be gone into thin air soon enough,
So feign normalcy, and put up with...
it.

Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
Why does it hurt so bad as this?
Ah, I want to tell you how much it hurts,
I want you to be the only one to know

Oh, it's awful, so very awful
Why does it feel so bad as this?
I want you, it's you I want
The pain's right here in my chest...

Well, it's happened again
I can't pin down the cause
I'm being hit with a big one now;
The pain's a aching, a throbbing, a buzzing...

If I keep quiet, no one will ever know
No one but me will have a clue
So I won't shout, I won't cause chaos,
And I'll keep leading an uneventful life...

Yes, that's right, you've got it,
Just put up with it, and it'll clear right up
Just do that, keep it up,
Keep fooling yourself with that

Fly away, fly away, well,
I'll send a sign from my side
Bluffing all the time is so tiring, isn't...
it?

With the brain, one can make even pain into pleasure;
Greedy from boundless possibility, they'll want to do it all;
BUT
Getting into a rut looking back,
Rewinding back through time,
Slow-motion replaying the good parts,
Trying to avoid God -
It can't be done.

Your pain, yes, your pain - what is it that it's hiding?
If it can't be done, if it can't, of course you'll seek help...
right?

Soon, yes, soon enough,
My duty too will be concluded
Because finally, at long last,
I'll be able to liberate you

But, hm, yes, let's see,
Since you'll want to remember at times,
I'll show myself again when you've forgotten
So don't get too full of yourself,
And take just the slightest bit of care...
okay?

It's gone, nowhere,
I can't find it anywhere at all
The pain is all gone now,
No more hardship anymore

You're gone, nowhere,
I can't find you anywhere at all
But the pain should be gone with you,
And the hardship should be gone...!

It still hurts, why does it hurt?
What could be paining me so terribly?
This is just what I was waiting for,
So what about it feels so unfulfilling?

Oh, it hurts, the pain's so bad
What hurts so much this time?
It shouldn't hurt anymore, but...
The awful pain's right here in my chest...

What's hurting me? Why does it hurt?
Why am I so hurting to hurt?

Chinese New Year for Rienx

2012-01-24T12:31:00.019+08:00

I learn one very important fact about myself during the Eve of Chinese New Year. Yeah, of course we have reunion dinner(not hotpot though, we rarely have that for my family >.<), then after that the whole family stayed up till midnight as part of the tradition in wishing your parents long life. So I stayed till midnight too. And that's when I conclude that I can barely keep awake/concentrate after my bedtime(10pm)
Sad. "Look at me" I was thinking to myself that night. "I can barely keep my eyes open, and I feel so heavy and sleepy. Look at my other fellow friends who can stay up all the way to 2-3am+ and even have difficulty sleeping. I should have that kind of 'stamina' for this sort of "staying up to midnight" stuff".
Yep. The moment my watch beeped midnight, I gratefully sunk my head into my pillow and just a few minutes after everything around me just dies out.
CONCLUSION: Rienx cannot stay up for long after her bedtime. The max limit is about...1 hour. Yeah.
FAIL.
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First day
First day is ALWAYS, ALWAYS busy. ALWAYS. For us anyway, but I'm sure it applies to several other chinese families too. I think I got up like...7am? Then I washed up, had breakfast, got ready and everything, then the first two people I always did my "bai nian" with is *forever* my parents. Then we went to *always the first house* my grandaunt's house to "bai nian" with her, and the first room I always go to after entering her house*excludes the living room* is her bedroom, or her study room, as she calls it. I don't have any particular reason why, I just like to go there. I'll just sit on her big bed and look around the room for anything new, and play with her camel bag that she gave to me when I was young.
The thing about her is that, when we*my siblings and I* were young, she'll give stuff to us, and when we grow out of it*like toys*, she'll come and collect the stuff back and either stores it neatly away in some cupboard or put on display. Anything related between her and us, really. Toys, notes, drawings, cards, she keeps everything. Whatever she gives us, if we don't want it anymore, she takes it back. What I know is, she never throws these "memories" away.
So that's the reason why I love to go to her house, to revisit all these "memories", cherish them and remind myself time and time again that I can always go to this nostalgica place if I were ever to lose any of my childhood memories(I spend a good amount of my childhood life at her place). I'm just putting one example here. There is one, small little piece of note that she pastes on her fridge beside her collection of magnets(that she got from various countries all around the world) that is written and drawn by me. I forgot how old I was, maybe 7/8 yrs old? XD My handwritting and drawing is horrible -_- But everytime I go to her house, it's always there faithfully, pasted and ready for me to see.

Ah yes, another thing about her. She loves to travel. My father travels a lot too, but it's mainly for work, poor guy xD So at her living room, she has one shelf, where she keeps all the souvenirs she got from the places she travelled. That poor shelf is FULL and STOCKED with the really interesting stuff she got. Normally, visitors who come to her place will just stand and take a quick glance through the glass door of the shelve, but everytime I go there I'll always open the door and start taking out whatever souvenirs I like to see and play with them @_@
My favourite souvenir out of all of them is this particular bell that I always used to play with as I pretend to be the icecream seller since..about 5-6 years ago(until now). It still rings strong, it has the loudest ring sound out of all the bells that she has. I forgot where she got it from, will have to check next time -_-
Then there's this really tiny book of friendship quotes, but I can't find it in her shelf yesterday. Of course I read every single one of them, more than once XD.
Oh. Grandaunt's shelf of souvenirs. So interesting and so much memories. Spend one day playing and studying them and they'll take you around the world. I'm serious.

Anyway after that, we went and visited my father's side of the various relatives. I'm not close to them, so not close until. Uhm. I keep confusing and mixing them up, like. "Who is lao zek no. 5 again? Wait who's shenshen? Wtf? X_X" I fail miserably in these naming of my relatives.
So basically what I do at those houses is. Come in. "Bai nian" with them. Collect their hong baos. Sit down, help myself to some goodies and packet drink. Then just wait or have some small talk with them until it's time to go to the next house.
Btw, I never fail to get these questions from them every single year(They just change slightly as I grow older).
1."Eh, you sec 3 or 4 this year har?"
Me: -smiles- Sec 4... ^_^

2.-continued-"Wah sec 4 already arh, time really past too fast!! So are you excited for O levels this year?"
Me: -shakes head and chuckle sheepishly- Not really..^^"

3."Which school are you from again?"
Me: Fajar.

4.-continued- "So what course are you studying?"
Me: Oh, pure science and double math.
"Wah, so on. Must jy! Study hard!!"

5."So which are you going after sec sch? Poly or Jc?"
Me: Currently poly...

6.-continued-" So which poly?"
Me: Ngee Ann for now.
Standard questions asked at almost every house, with the same words to make it more creepy O_o
Can't blame them. They only see me for once a year. Just like me to them. Can't even remember who is who and how to call them -.-.
Also I'm getting more lazier. Last time when I was younger, I used to "bai nian" them with about 4-5 sentences. Now I cut short to about 2 sentences, or just "happy new year". I'm so bad right.
When we're finally done, we went back home and my dad helped cook some noodles with egg for lunch, and my sis, me and himself shared the noodles. Then the relatvies we visited in the morning came over to our house in the afternoon. Finally we went over to my cousins' house(mother's side) in the evening for *another* reunion dinner.
Actually it's not the end. After dinner, we came back and gambled. LOL.
Except I wasn't gambling with them :P
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Second day
Woke up quite early. (around 6am) I left with my parents to meet up with my other aunts and uncle that I'm more closer with. We always do this on the second day of every chinese new year. Not everybody comes with us(because anyway we always meet early in the day and well, everyone is tired from the first day -o-"). For my generation, there was one or two years where only I came. Today my cousin came with us, she used to be my favourite cousin because we always play with each other when we're young :3
We went to visit my maternal grandfather first. This is where he currently resides:

His ashes anyway. His soul is resting in heaven. I came to visit him almost every year after the year he died. So I find it funny. I always cannot remember which block he resides in even though I go there every year =="
Same with my mother and aunts LOL. One of them even took a picture of a label so that she can remember the next time she goes there.
I shall also remember the block letter and number very well from now on >.>"
Ah. -sighs- The flowers we got for him is smaller this year, although they're pretty as always. We'd do a little cleaning of his niche, then I'll just stand silently and think a few everyday lines to him.
It's been 7 years, man. You know how much a person can grow in 7 years right. I'm no longer the cute, little grandaughter that he knows.
I'm taller. I'm prettier. I've matured. My voice has deepend. My hair grew longer.
I don't play so often with my brother, and the house has grown much much quieter.
Tita is no longer here too. She's gone three years after you, another much loved one that I learned to accept that I'll never see her or hear her voice again for the rest of my life.
I'm taking my O levels this year. He doesn't have to ask me, I'm telling him myself.
Then as I looked at him, several memories of my time with him starts flashing all over my mind. Damn it. I really didn't expect that familar nostalgic pain to come back. I swallowed hard, blinked my teary eyes, stroked his picture a few times then turned and walked away.
Then as I exited downstairs I realised I forgot to wish him happy chinese new year.
LOLOLOL fail again =_=
After my grandfather, I went to visit my eldest uncle's grave, my grandfather's first son.
I never got to see him once in my life, and likewise he never got to see any of his nieces or nephews in his life.
He was only 20 when he left. He didn't get to celebrate his 21st birthday, which is a very important birthday for IDK why.
I think if he still lived, he'll be my favourite uncle. My mother told me he's very, very intelligent. A very smart man and wise in life. My mother will ask him about some math problem that she doesn't know how to solve, and just by simply telling him the problem(sometimes not even finishing it), he'll already start to tell you how to do it. He also often taught my mother about life words. Amazing person. I'm sure if he still lives, I'll give him a lot of respect.
He died because of an illness I forgot. Of course I'll never get an answer on why God chose to take a great man like him away at such a young age.
One of my aunts told me that he's a leap year baby. Ah, interesting :3
Like fuji <3333 Anyway, after that, for the remaining three people that we visited, I'm not so close to them, so I just hanged around outside with my dad while the rest of them went to visit the graves. I began to walk down the rows of graves on the other side of the road, when I set my eyes on the sky and I was shocked at how beautiful it looked:

This is pure awesomeness. I wake up every morning to face the same old ceiling. Imagine waking up to that kind of awesome sky every morning. I'll definitely be mesmerized by it for at least. Ok fine, half an hour >.>
But you know. Standing on the grass among the rows of graves, listening to the gentle sounds of nature and feeling the strong wind blowing all around you. Then you look at the sky surrounded by all these. The peaceful silence that fills in each time the cricketing/chirping of nature stops.
Epic rare moment that you don't get living in a 100% urban neighbourhood.
Also I learned that the graves are arranged according to the dates of death, earliest nearest to the road to the latest all the way at the end. Cool.
For that part of the cementry where I stood anyway LOL.
Later when we finally headed back home to prepare for a busy second day, I continued taking pictures of the sky from the car -w-

Not as nice as the first three anymore, it seems =/
As I sat in the car, I almost face-palmed myself when a thought struck me.
Whoever's grave I've been to that morning, I never wished any of them happy chinese new year.
Aiyo. Talk about being forgetful when you get older.
LOL

Colours shining out of a dull, grey sky

2012-01-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

Rienx is being rewarded with a very rare sight of a double rainbow this evening after a heavy rainfall. These pictures are captured outside of Rienx's house with Rienx's phone camera.
The rainbow is too big to be captured fully in one picture. Rienx can clearly see the ends of the rainbow.

This is Rienx's second time in her life to see a double rainbow. The first time was outside Lot 1 along a pathway, also after a rainfall.

Adapting to a healthier lifestyle

2012-01-21T16:28:00.002+08:00

10 LAPS.
I actually managed to swim 10 FULL LAPS to and fro of the long length of my condo's swimming pool.
And it's been a few years since I last swam seriously.
I never expected that I still can have the stamina to swim 10 laps @_@||
Ah...yeah. Starting from this week, I'll be swimming at least once a week for two main purpose. One is to improve my spine shape(so I call this swimming "self-therapy" XD), the other is to build up my stamina for the napfa run in April X_X.
I don't expect to fulfill purpose number 1 that fast, but I should be able to somehow achieve purpose number 2, in training my heart, legs and arms to be stronger.
Yep. I shall observe myself every week and check if I'm improving, obviously.
Another thing is that since my mum already bought milk for me, from today onwards I'm going to add milk into my diet. One mug of milk in the morning, and one more before I sleep O.O I'm back to being a little girl.....
Aiyo..but come home I saw that my skin already got two colours -_- I never expected that I'll get darker so fast. It's only 1 hour 15 mins in the pool and I'm already darker. Not that obvious of course but I've really gotten darker already.
I'm really tempted to go swim in the morning instead..
Lol both of my arms, espacially my left arm, feels weaker now. Consequence of swimming 10 laps after not swimming seriously for a long time already ^^||
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Cyber Thunder Cider. By the same song author for "Hurting for a very hurtful Pain"(Video two posts below)

I came.

I listened.

I LOVE.

Same with hurting for a very hurtful pain. These two songs are so addictive, plus the vocaloids singing this(Vy1(Mizki) and Vy2(Yuuma)) have such a nice and realistic voice. I love them instantly <3333.

Relief

2012-01-19T19:46:00.003+08:00

Today, I finally did my health check.Since yesterday night, I kept worrying, and I worried more than I do for my chem practical today(I was still able to get a good sleep ^^)
I worried about my spine. It's already curved since I was 11. Now I'm turning 16 this may. I was really quite sure that the nurse would refer me to the hospital this time round, but very surprisingly, she told me that my curved spine isn't that serious, and in fact it's quite minor. Severe spines are have a degree of 5 and above, but mine is around 2-3, so it's nothing major. Then she advised me to drink milk and go swimming more, some good methods to strengthen my bone development.
I. WAS. SO. DAMN. RELIEVED. Back then.
Really. Cuz my sister, who studied nursing, said my back was really curved. Until when I lean straight against a wall, she can slip her arm straight through behind me.
So yeah...good for me.
AND the eye test XD I had very good vision through my specs(I could read accurately all the way to the last third row), so I don't have to change them.
So overall, I had very good results from the health test. YAYYY >W<
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Chem practical went surpsingly well today. For me anyway, in the doing part XD
Not only did my teacher did not "barked" at me for my mistakes(means I did the practical properly), but he also had the class look at how I did the practical. I felt very honoured. Normally I fail at practicals, but this practical I tried my best(actually every other practical too)to do it properly, espacially this is chem practical, so I felt pleased with myself. It doesn't matter if my graph or data is weird, but I've done the practical properly. I'm really happy. For someone who always doesn't do practicals properly, this is good work. Improvement, yeah XD
But oh. Theory. I already know I screwed up my first chem test, so I'm not surprised at my marks, but my second test >.< I thought I'll do better in the second test but it appears that I've screwed it up just like my first test. Actually it's not like I didn't study/don't know how to do/blur. It's...the naming of the symbols..........
Not precise enough. So. Just because of that. I lost 8 marks...^^|||
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I met my friend about 20 mins before choir practice starts today, and we went to the music room to play the piano. I had lots of fun with her >w<
This is the list of songs I've played for her(and other random people who crowded round us):
1.Dear you(Higurashi no Naku Koro ni)
2.Eh? Ah, sou(By Hatsune Miku)
3.Just Be Friends(By Megurine Luka)
4.Ura-omote Lovers(By Hatsune Miku)
5.Ievan Polka(Covered by Rin and Len Kagamine)
6.Ponponpon(Covered by Len Kagamine)
After that, I started playing one of the MTDC(Music Talent Development Programne) song that my batch sang for the concert. For memory's sake, and because all of those who went to the MTDC was there. The song is called Tegami by Angela Aki. Then those people gathered around me, listened and felt the song, and sang along. It's a beautiful song, one of my favourite MTDC song. My friend also likes it. I love to play it, because when they sing around me, I could see that they're genuinely happy to sing it, because yes, they like the song too, and this feeling just really feels good. Just now it was just the 6 of us, but it brings back so much memories. It brings back the familar feeling of being in that room with everyone else in the MTDC choir, and singing that song again. Frankly I will not go again if I was offered another opportunity to join MTDC but. I just miss the 6 months that I had with MTDC.
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I'm done for today. Tomorrow is the day that we perform for CNY concert. Hopefully tomorrow is not too hot, otherwise I will suffer from dehydration(you do know that the backstage of the hall is really hot and stuffy...as well as on stage too) T_T
So goodbye...

2012-01-18T18:53:00.003+08:00

"Yes, that's right, you've got it."
"Just do that, keep it up,
"Keep fooling yourself with that."
"Fly away, fly away, well
"I'll send a sign from my side."

"Bluffing all the time is so tiring...isn't it??"

@1:09 onwards, the background music for the guy's part is awesome. My favourite part of the song actually. It's so...addictive. And the girl's part after that, (I've put the eng translation on top)is so cool. Basically the whole song is so addictive.

I think I'm going to be stuck with this song for a few days...

BURRRNINNGGGGGGGG!@#!@#!#!

2012-01-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

"BURRNINGGGGGG!!@#@!@#" (Kawamura Takashi from Prince of Tennis)
This is what I feel from the start of lunch break...
Yesterday I thought that since I can go home at 2.30pm today, today will be a good day.
But I came home just now quite pissed lol.
Mainly because of the weather...I even used my umbrella to shield me from the sun.
Haiz.Was feeling and being really grumpy until I stepped into the shower.
Rienx: -stands under the cold water- "Aaaahhhhhhhhh -v-(mood cleared)"
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I'm getting really worried for myself these days. During PE today, I ran a total of 3 laps around the school, and I could barely make it. My pulse rate shot to around 130+beats per minute. My heart has really gotten weaker this year.
Even more weaker than last year. When I checked my pulse immediately after climbing four flights of stairs and settling down in my classroom, it was also around 130+ per minute.
Now as I'm sitting and typing, it's 88 beats mer minute.
I do not remember how many times I've shook my head at this. I'm definitely, definitely going to start swimming at least once a week.
=o=
Had 3 periods of A math after history. Teacher told us of what's going to be tested for A math CA1. Chap11-15. And then, I told Elisa this.

"I'm scared."

Inside, I was scared that I was the only one fearing of the exam. No matter how much self-esteem you build up, you still cannot NOT feel the nervousness for the exam. For me anyway.
But she nodded back with an uneasy smile and said that she feels the same. That relieves me quite a bit.
Then she asked me, "What are you scared of?"
I told her, "I'm scared of the exam. I'm scared of the chapters 12 and 13."
That's very true. I fear chapter 12 and 13 because I'm weak in them, and they killed me in my SA2 last year. These are my honest thoughts. Even if I tried my very best and did A LOT of practice for those two chapters.
I still failed.
I did not run away from them. But, what do you do, when you face them with determination to conquer them, but still fail?
There's only one answer, isn't it? Just keep trying to improve.
Because in the end, if I want to ace my a math, I absolutely cannot give up any chapter.
Towards the end of the lesson, teacher piled us with more questions, and it is due tomorrow.
Rienx: -inside mind-Freak(my very, very, verrrry polite way of replacing fuck) you =_=-
Then there was chinese. I got back the paper 1, 28/50. Ok la not bad. Considering I diddn't put in 100% in it.
But teacher made us redo it. Extra unneccessary homework.
Oh. yeah. I made a mistake sorry. Now that I remember, my mood started getting worse since the a math lesson.
The more homework I get, the worser my mood. For today anyway.
Had class test for chemistry. Hopefully I don't mess up as bad as I did for the first class test, but I should be fine now.
I already know I screwed up the first class test. Hell, I think I DID rant about it over here. But, past does not equal to the future so let's throw that aside.
Then comes physics, where teacher went through our practical worksheet.
Haiz...this is the point where I was really pissed now...not because he held us back about 25min(well maybe a bit) but...just pissed.
SO ANYWAY.
Came home, found that both bathrooms was occupied. Me, hot and sweaty, knocked on the first door.
"Who are you???"
"Me." A male voice replied.
Me: Ok.... -_-
-comes to the second door-
*knocks* "Who are you???"
"Me."A second, much deeper male voice replied.
Me: ....................Great they both just came home.
After that. I went and crushed the piano keyboard and filled the whole house with my raging music.

To you

2012-01-17T16:17:00.005+08:00

The temptation to play you grows harder and harder to resist as each day passes by.

I feel myself growing closwer and closer to you.

I felt your pain in here as you suffered each day.

I cried for you in here when you had to bear your broken keys for such a long time.

It's like someone forcing you to sing with a bad sore throat everyday.

I THINK I'M GOING MAD.

I'm feeling for a non-living thing that's been with me for more than 10 years.

You're dying. I suddenly don't want to be separated from you.

I want to hear your sound each day.

Nothing else can replace your sound.

I seriously thought that I'd rather break my own wrists than see YOU break down.

Because my wrists can heal. But unless they agree, you can't.

Third week of school

2012-01-16T18:50:00.006+08:00

The first four are from my bedroom view. The next four is on the way home from school.(Pictures proudly taken by Rienx's phone camera)
Tch tch tch tch. The sky is too blue, I tell you. TOO BLUE.
THE CLOUDS ARE MISSING(In some of the pictures), AND THEY ARE THE ONES THAT PROTECT US FROM THE SUN'S HEAT.
It started to get terribly hotter since the sec3/4/5 assembly this afternoon. Later after school, I(actually the choir, so it should be we)had to stay back to rehearse for CNY concert(yes I'm performing -_-)
And then we had to wear full dress, which is shirt and jeans. JEANS.
Only makes it hotter(as in the weather xD)
Then afterwards back in the air-conditioned AVA room, I had to go wash my face to cool myself down -_-
Even felt a little dizzy+and slight headache back then @_@
I've already drank plently of water;I've drunk myself in 2 full bottles of water lol..
Oh yeah. Talking about choir. I got promoted from S2 to S1. Lol.
S1's totally not my range tbh. I do fine in S2, but not S1. The only reason why I sounded like S1 is because...idk well, I can sing like one? My hearing and pitch sense is very accurate, so I sang all the notes at the correct pitch..so.......
Whatever. At least I can sing beside Elisa now.
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Back to the school day. .... actually. Nothing much to talk about LOL.
Oh, except that we met our CE teacher for the first time this year. Miss...Lee, right?
She's...so-so lol. Not too bad but not very...unique either.We shall see ^^..
Ok. Ending now..
(This is the 320th post)

List~

2012-01-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

Here is a list of things that I have in common with Fuji that I came up with as I got to know him better and better <3(lol I'm so excited to write this)
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1.He has the same blood type as me. (B+, I'm assuming it's a + because a majority of asians' blood type is +)
2.He plays the piano like me XD.
3.I don't smile as much as he does(actually he smiles too much, but I like his smile T_T), but I often keep my real emotions inside just like he does behind his smiling mask.
4.I show when I get serious(just like when he opens his eyes)
5.It seems(and I believe) his hair is soft and has a silky feel. That's exactly how my hair feels >w< Yeah I'm proud of my hair. It's really soft,feels smooth 24/7 and I don't have to comb it when I wake up cause it'll naturally straightened by itself and feel smooth. The other thing I'm proud of is my eyes, because I like my pupils(very dark brown). Sorry I seem boastful at this point but well, this is my blog so I just rant off my thoughts here X3.
6.Both of us have an older sister and a brother, but while his is a younger brother(Fuji Yuuta), mine is an older brother.
7.The colour of the car that he rides in(actually his sister's(Yumiko))is red, which is the same as mine.
8.Both of us loves to take pictures.
9.We are both kind of short? In height. But no wait, actually I'M the one that's short for my age. I FEEL THAT HE'S TOO TALL(167cm)!@#!#! EVEN IF HE'S A THIRD YEAR. I FEEL THAT ALL OF THEM(and every other character in PoT)ARE TOO TALL FOR THEIR AGE T_T He's only 15, hello, he's only a middle schooler and he's...167cm ;A; And I think he's...the shortest third year in the team? Oh freak, ~~I'm older than him by one year now~~ and...I'm...not even 155cm.....................................
10.So that height thingy brings to point 10. When I got to know him(which is last year), we are the same age -v-. This year I turn 16...wait. WAIT. 2012 IS A LEAP YEAR. HE'S GONNA CELEBRATE HIS PROPER BIRTHDAY NEXT MONTH. SO HE'LL BE. ... 16 TOO LIKE ME <3333333 Ok scratch that older part in point 9.-scratches-
11.He's a side-sleeper like me, and he sleeps on his left side, which is also my preferred side.
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Meh, that's all that I can think of for now T_T
But there is VERY big difference between us.
While he likes spicy stuff(very, no, EXTREMELY spicy stuff. Eg: Eating wasabi-filled sushi, spicy ramen noodles), I do NOT like, no, eat much spicy food. Actually it's not that I don't like, I do like the taste and all but I can only tolerate a limited amount of spicy food. Anything beyond that and my throat and mouth will start to irritate and burn, my nose will start getting runny and my eyes may even start to tear so...=.= GOOD FIGHT.
Ok. Let's look foward to a rather long day tomorrow...

It's quiz time!!

2012-01-15T17:39:00.004+08:00

Married to Fuji Syusuke, my favourite beautiful prince <33~~~

What Prince Of Tennis Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime
ROFL XDDDD

Fajar is on the front page of the news!!

2012-01-14T12:23:00.003+08:00

Nothing interesting happened on Thursday 12/1 but I got back my mini english test which is a passage from last year's O level eng paper and I got 8/10 =D I spelled received as "recieved" in one of my answers though...and it wasn't a careless mistake. I honestly have been spelling receieved wrong ever since I first learnt of that word until now...and it even looks right as "recieved" =="
Yesterday was Friday the 13th. It was apparently a good day. School ended early at 12.30, and after that history repeats itself. When I arrived at the LRT platform, the train arrives, and I managed to squeeze into the overly packed train. When I reach the MRT platform, the train arrives just in time. When I get to a traffic light, the light turns green. When I reach another traffic light, the light turns green. When I reach my condo's gate, someone was holding the gate open.

Once again, the world has revolved around me(Sou, ORE-SAMA DA! XD).

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It was around 8.20am when I finished washing up and heading to get breakfast from the dining table. I also tend to read the day's newspapers when I eat breakfast, so I read, and then I literally forgot to continue chewing for a moment when I saw the HOME section FRONT PAGE.
Yes. Fajar has made it to the front page. For record breaking, not for producing ace students lol.
No but I think it's seriously cool. Like hey, can a school ever get a whole front page to itself for any other thing other than having good results? XDDD
And they counted. 27 records.(and counting definitely)They interviewed our principal and Miss Tan. Lol. Anyway, there was a line that caught me.
Something about record-breaking being the school's tradition now. TRADITION.
Record breaking has become a tradition.
So the school is never gonna stop record-breaking, until it eventually breaks the whole Singapore book of records, oh yeah~~~~(just kidding xD)
BECAUSE IT HAS BECOME A TRADITION.
SINCE WHEN?!@?!?@!?@?!@!?#?@!
Oh wait I believed they mentioned the answer above. Since the YOG 2010.
So now I have the answer to my very first post of 2012, about my school being obsessed with record-breaking. Why is it obsessed with record breaking?
Simply because. It's the school's tradition!!!!!!!
-sighs- =w=.

I'm me.

2012-01-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm going to do my best every day.

I'm going to find a purpose for every day.

I'll make an effort to face myself each morning and tell myself straight into my eyes that I'm perfect the way I am.

I'm only underestimating myself.

I'm only denying myself a chance to do things properly.

I'm giving myself a smile everyday.

I will make an effort not to compare myself to my siblings, or anyone.

I will be satisfied with whatever skills and talents I have.

I will fight to my best ability in the O levels.

I have to accept whatever results I get after that with no regrets.

I will make an effort to learn to believe in myself.

I'm me.

Second day of workshop

2012-01-10T16:49:00.002+08:00

It drizzled this morning, so we had morning assembly in the classrooms.
There was a change of the timetable. But nothing much to say about it.
Then comes the workshop.
We had another trainer with us for the morning, then our previous trainer from yesterday took us in the afternoon.
Ok, he is funny of course, but he can be very serious and strict too.
He displayed that side of his when he caught two of my classmates not "giving 100%" in the activities =/.
But mostly he's quite alright.
In the morning before recess, we did recap of yesterday's lessons. After recess, he showed us several "engrish" signs which all had broken english that's suppose to be funny, but I've seen all those before in emails and I searched some of them by myself on google images(yeah I'm bored XD)=/
Also showed us the crowded trains in India(more commonly in remote and rural areas)
I'm used to the sight already lol. Again I've seen all those in emails and from my father's personal experience when he went there for some work business. So kind of cliche XD
After that, things started to get more emotional. The trainer wanted to us to reflect how, freaking fortunate we have in life compared to millions of people suffering elsewhere. I think the place he showed us was Africa(?). Again, and again. I've already seen those pictures. Countless of times from emails. I've reflected enough. I've even..I think it's safe to say I've already changed a bit of myself just because of those emails.
So when the trainer asked us to put our hands over our eyes to reflect on our lives, I took the opportunity to just rest. I'm sorry, but. I've gotten as much emotional as I need over these pictures and sights long ago already =/
Also the stories that he shared with us about how teenagers like us feel about their parent's death, I also don't find too sad.
I'm sorry if I'm being rude. This is just my own thoughts. "I miss my mother nagging at me."
"I just want to tell him I love him"
They're not enough to touch me and send my tears out. No, I'm not cold hearted at all. I'm very, very fragile when it comes to feelings and heart,trust me. Just that...I can predict what the trainer's going to say about their feelings. So I don't feel so sad.
I have experienced a loved one's death, when I was 9. I've seen his body sent to be incinerated right infront of my eyes. And I remembered that I didn't feel anything when I saw it, because I believe that I'm in the denial stage. I didn't accept his death at that time, and for a long time. Now of course I've accepted it.

Anyway, what we did after lunch was quite interesting. We did something called the tetra-hedron(????? Omg big word fail spelling AGAIN ==)
I got AIR -V-. And I'm okay with my results because it really matches me LOL.
But honestly I don't like my nature sometimes. I'm only influenced by my family, because my father and siblings are all the air type. Only my mother isn't really air, but she can still be sometimes when comes to buying stuff lol.
So, since more than half of my family is air, so I got influenced by them and shaped my nature into air.
Though I really prefer either earth or fire O_O. Yes I love fire personalities even though I don't seem one, but really. I like their enthusiasm and they can be quite funny and full of creativity <3 Fire is fun to me.
SERIOUSLY. I do NOT like those kind of "spectacles" type in anime, and I HATE being grouped with one the most. I find them annoying -_-
Elisa is Earth. Not surprising. In fact I think she's a very good example of a typical Earth type. And she displays her blind spot very well too. She's often blunt, and that's what I find annoying of her ==.
I tied earth and water closely. Fire is my last, with a very low score even though I like it the best lol.
Tomorrow is a very, EXTREMLYYYY long day. All the way till 9pm.
I really better remember to bring my jacket along ==. So cold...
NEW POT EP 2 IS COMING OUT TOMORROW <333333333333333333333
End post <3

2012-01-09T19:03:00.002+08:00

I'm back from school at around 6.50pm? Once again LOL
Sian choir lor, dk why now change to 6.30 instead of 5.30 -.- (trying to talk typical singlish)
Anyway. I'll talk about choir later, I always begin with the start of the day XD
Yes well I'll have to say that though my trainer for the workshop IS funny, I find the contents so-so only -.-
What we did today, the memory technique, leaders and followers, mindmapping and etc are what I've already learnt in past workshops.
So a bit disappointing :/
But I'll have to say that our trainer is awesome, just like every other trainers I believe :P
She always tells us life stories along with the lessons she have to teach us.
And it's always either funny or inspirational, but mostly funny lol.
I remember her first funny story with us, the very first one where we all laughed until we looked like we had constipation.
It goes something like this. When she was young, her mother always had a lot of trouble waking her up in time for school. Her mother would always try different methods to wake her, and our trainer will "adapt" and "improvise" to counter her mother's method,from taking away her blanket and slapping her(lightly) to sprinkling water and turning the lights on and off.
And if I'm not wrong, the mother used the two methods quite often, until one day when her mother come in to wake her again, then our trainer did this.
She sat up straight, put her blanket down, and then imitated a plant by putting one hand up and one hand down, then said, "You always give me water and light right, so now I've photosynthesis-ed(grown leaves)!!!"
The way she said and how she did the action send everyone laughing and laughing.
LOL
Ok there's an even funnier one about the silly things she used to do with her brother when they're young.
She said that last time, her brother always like to dig his nose, whether he's alone or there's people around him, and then "decorate" the furniture of the house(like sofa) with his dirt. And he always does that, so there's like more than one, and their mother would always scold him. Then one day, our trainer went and took scotch tape, cut it into small tiny pieces, and rolled them up on the floor until they became green and dirty just like the dirt(LOL), and then stuck all of them neatly on his table. Then, she went and told her brother about them, and she called their mother to come scold him LOLOLOL. Naturally her brother panicked, because he doesn't want to get scolded again, so he frantically started sticking the rolled scotch tapes back into his nose like WTF MAN XDDDD.
You know you just can't help it but do really stupid stuff when you're in a panick.
Moving on(lol),
After lunch, we all gathered at the hall to watch our seniors get their results(or rather, view their overall performance on their O levels -_-)
The principal is NOT happy -insert-*at all*-insert-.
And she can always display her emotions through her voice very effectively. As she was reviewing the results with us, her voice was really dramatic, and it's understandable, because the results compared to the 2010 cohort was simply "atrocious(urgh big word spelling fail again I think)"
So. When she was finally done, and all of us woke up from our light nap(the people around me anyway), they started to collect their results.
Some of my classmates who took O level higher chinese last year collected their results slips too, and they all did very well, with many scoring A1s. So congratulations to them =).
After that we're shooed back to our workshops without getting the chance to see any drama from the students, but I honestly doubt there will be any.
I told myself this. On that day, 365 days later(or so my eng teacher say), I will only cry because I'm very, very happy with my results. I won't cry no matter how depressing my results will be, because I know I've tried my best.
The rest of the workshop was ok. We were dismissed at about 4pm.

CHOIR
Basically it's an introductory day for the sec 1s who joined us for practice. We taught them how to sing canon songs(with me behind the piano all the time and my junior learning how to play from me because she's their current pianist) and we also taught them our warm-ups. By the time all these is over, it's time for sec 1 auditioning, and once again I followed them to another venue because I had to play the piano for them to sing. Actually, I only played the piano for the first two candidates, subsequent ones I didn't need to do my job, and I even became a demostrator of singing the tests instead LOL.
Yeah. Once the auditioning's finally over, I rejoined the rest of my choir, and we practiced a song twice before breaking off.

YES, so that's how my first day of the second week of school went.
Goodbye :3

First weekend of 2012

2012-01-08T20:33:00.002+08:00

Saturday:
Nothing much on this day :X Though I discovered two new cool things on mangafox 8DDDDD
Firstly, I was very, no, extremely surprise and delighted to know that KNITE is now on MANGAFOX!!!!! I thought that it's a very good thing, since mangafox is a very popular manga site, there's a great chance of more people seeing the art. Yuumei's art. It's beautiful. Every single piece of art of hers is amazing. Serious. Check them out. As well as knite :D I love the story, characters, everything.
The other cool thing and really unexpected thing is I found a manga made just for a vocaloid song O_O. The vocaloid song is "Aku no meshitsukai"(The servant of evil) from the "daughter of evil" series by Kagamine Rin and Kagamine Len. Awesomeness. I never expected a manga for the song. I guess so many people like it that they just have to make a manga XD And the art is not bad too. I think I'll read finish the whole manga :3
OH AND. TALKING ABOUT ANIME AND MANGA.
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NEW PRINCE OF TENNIS!@#!#!@! NEW PRINCE OF TENNIS!@#!#!@$@$@!#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#!$@!
IT'S OUT, IT'S OUT, IT'S OUT!!!!!!THE FIRST EPISODE OF NEW POT!@#!@#!@#!@#$!!!!!!!!!!About three days ago I think -big heart-
I've seen it, of course. Omg, I so want the other episodes to come out already.
I've read the manga already(which is still ongoing yes), and now I want to see it animated.
Complete with new and awesome songs sung by all the hot princes <3333
Ok not all but, they do take turns 8D
NOT ONLY ANIMATION AND SONGS, BUT MOST OF ALL.
I. WANT. CRACK!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#!@1!!@##!$@#! FROM THE NEW POT~~!~@~@!~
CRACK. IS THE BEST. After you watch the original, turning it into a parody(something like that) IS THE BEST. OMG. ESPACIALLY EMOTIONAL/NEGATIVE SCENES. I've seen some of the best crack of the Prince of Tennis, and I keep laughing and banging my table and I repeat the process at least a hundred times. And I keep coming back to the same post(yes I see it in someone's livejournal)and see it again at least...20 times already <333 And I also read all her other crack POT posts.
I WANT HER TO WATCH NEW POT AND HURRY UP AND MAKE MORE CRACK. BRING MORE ENTERTAINMENT INTO MY LIFE. PLEASE. <3333333 I hearts her alot.
I can't make my own crack T.T I think mine is all very lame..sad sad >w>
Oh. Prince of Tennis. New Prince of Tennis. Once again, they're bringing more fanservice to us faithful fangirls and fanboys. I love them all <3
And fuji and tezuka <3 and theyloveeachother,obviously.Theyevenmadeitoffical.Oh,guiltypleasure.*shot*
Hmm yeah basically. Saturday is a day of finding out interesting stuff on the internet. Plus finishing my e math homework. Yeah. :3

Sunday:
No, nothing much happen today. Not even on the internet. The only event of the day was the reunion dinner, where all my relatives on my mother's side gathered for dinner together.
At a coffee shop. Haha xD
I found out that my sister is really addicted to the song Just Be friends by Megurine Luka(my fav vocaloid lol).She keeps humming the song during and after dinner lol. She particularly likes Wotamin's cover, which I find not too bad too. Wotamin is one of my favourite nico singers =).
Akiakane is another. Just saying. She owns for "rolling girl" and "ura-omote lovers".
And about the dinner, I was really full X_X My mother and aunts always tend to order a lot of dishes. Like wow. I always admire them to have such a big appetite.
I shouldn't have eaten anything this afternoon urgh ==.
The overall food was so-so but the fish and rice was good. That's all LOL.

Aiyo tomorrow start another busy and tiring week of school ==
Even though monday-wednesday is motivational course, I have choir again on Monday, and on wednesday they extend the course until like..6?SO good fight ==
And then thursday choir again. RAWRGH.
They better not have any plans on Friday. Please.
Ok. End post <3.

World Record breaking+Visit to Ngee Ann

2012-01-06T15:40:00.005+08:00

The last schoolday of the first school week >w<*is very happy*
Yeah...finally tomorrow don't have to wake up so early...it has really been a busy week for me >m<
I thought that today was a really smooth day for me.
Espacially in the afternoon. But I'll talk about the morning first.
In the morning, I hand-carried my unfinished choir poster and arrived at school at like 6.39am.
Then I went straight to my classroom block. Located faaaaarrrrrrr..faaaarrrrrrr away at like the end of the school O.O
When I climb up the stairs all the way to the top floor, the stairway and corridors were all very dark, because...well it's considered still early I guess :X
It's creepy. Really. The higher you go, the more darker it gets...shouldn't it be the more higher you go the more brighter it gets?
Not here TnT Here it gets darker when you go up >m>
Once I reached my super dark classroom, I quickly settled down and started finishing up my matrice assignment.
Yes I brought my homework to school even if there's no lessons for us today. I KNOW I'm such a good student. Unwillingly -_-.
I have other stuff to do other than homework so really. I'm not really...hardworking by nature to be honest. It's just. BO PIAN XDDDD
So yeah. Just nice when I finish, Elisa came. So we settled the poster, then after morning assembly, I took my temperature(36.5).
Later, this is one of the two big events of the day. The record breaking.
We actually did it twice. I asked my classmate why we did it twice, and he said that oh. Probably the first one is like a trial(???), or they did it again just to make sure that...the record..lasts for a few years????????????
But whatever. Anyway we broke it, and I'm pretty sure it's going into BOTH the singapore book of records AND the guiness book of world records.
I always thought that my right leg is my stronger leg. But actually it's my left leg.
Either way, neither leg is strong enough to support my upper half body on it's own, cause when I was standing my leg was literally shaking sometimes LOL. My poor leg :( -strokes-
After that things were a bit rushed for me. I was hungry, so I went down to the canteen for a quick snack*chomp munch munch chomp*, then I bought myself a $1 correction tape. By the time I finish whatever business I have there, it's already like. 10.05am. And we're suppose to gather at the hall at 10.15am O_O
So I quickly went back to my classroom, grabbed my uniform, and changed.
Then Elisa and I arrived at the hall just nice at 10.15am -.-
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THE VISIT TO NGEE ANN POLY
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When I got on the bus to Ngee Ann poly, the bus driver didn't switch on the air con -.-
So had to sit and wait for a few minutes feeling really stuffy and warm.
On a hot morning. Good fight.
We're all like asking the uncle to turn on the air con and everyone's(well most) hands were reaching the air con feeling for any wind to come in.
So. Once that's settled, we set off to Ngee Ann.
At Ngee Ann, we collected our goodie bags and pamphlets(extra pamphlets, goodies and info booklets along the way...), then we set off to our first school, the school of business and accountancy.
Not very surprising right? I expected it so much. Naturally I guess they'll first bring us to one of the best and suitable schools for us..
Though guess what. I haven't known anyone in my class interested in the business school lol.
Me neither. But maybe I'll consider as time goes pass la ha...
Then we went to the school of biomedicular studies, the school where our tour guide studied in.
Ah. This is the interesting part of my visit.
We went into a room labled 'pharmacy science'. There was one booth that showed us a basic way of filling capsules with powdered contents, and another where they applied some salt(?) solution on the skin of my hand with peppermint smell that makes my skin smoother and cleans away the dead skin cells. Quite cool to me. I saw one of the boys in my class try it too, and the rest of his friends with him were all like "Whoa so true =O!!!!" XD
It's still smooth until now. More smoother than my other hand =D
Then I went to a booth where I can have my blood pressure taken. So I did, and I got a little above the normal range O_O But the girl told me I'm still normal because maybe I've just been walking a lot, so my blood pressure is a little higher than it should be.
I wouldn't say I'm surprise though. I've taken my pulse rate many times, and each time it's an average of about 108-112beats per minute. So yeah :X
THEN I had my blood tested for glucose level. It fell in the normal range this time, but my glucose level is higher than Elisa's. I don't understand why. She's eating hell a lot more sweets than I do, and hers is like 10 below mine. I don't trust that thing ==
I also found out from the guy that my blood type is B+. Cool, really. I always expected my blood type to be A but, ah well XD
Then we went into another course room. I forgot what the course name is already...something to do with the study of life sciences. Here there's the study of bacteria, and I could see crayfishes.
I tried doing one practical. I took a loophole full of bacteria substance(O_O), then I spread it out in four lines on each side of a small tray. For fun XD
I also went to the health sciences school, where my sister studied in. Here, they taught me how to help someone who is choking by teaching me the proper way of pushing the stomach to push the food out :O
After the tour, we were dismissed to roam around on our own.
Elisa and I went to Makan Place to eat lunch first. I bought a bowl of teriyaki chicken rice from the Japanese cuisine for $3.50. I'ld have to say the food is damn good. Really.
Idk what Elisa got but she bought her lunch from the economic rice stall. Both of our meals are quite big -o-
After that we looked at the film and media studies school on our way to the CCA fiesta. Nothing much here.
We went to the poly's library. It's huge. And comfortable.
I brought Elisa there because I wanted to show her where they have their manga section XD
We found it, and we stayed there for awhile, mainly to browse through and also I wanted to rest and enjoy the air condition -o-
Their manga books is actually quite updated, not too far off from the online scanlations. Most is translated too, and some is actually original, in the Japanese language.
We also browsed through drawing manga instruction books O_O
I read through a FMA one XD so cooool
So yeah, when we were satisfied, we decided to go home, since we have nothing more to do.
Before that, we went in to the arts fiesta. We combed through the different room looking for the Japanese Tsubasa fanclub, and found it.
The door was pasted with photos of cosplayers, and I saw my sister wearing a yukata with her friends >w< she looks awesome really.
I saw a picture of her boyfriend with his friend wearing the male yukata below. Her boyfriend is the ex president of the club, while she is the ex vice-president. They both went to Japan for one and a half months when they were still in the club. Nice :P
Then we finally left the campus around 2.15pm.
I was actually planning to take the free shuttle bus to clementi MRT, but when I walked out, I saw the bus heading to Bukit Batok MRT at the Ngee Ann poly busstop, so I dashed like hell to catch it, not wanting to wait for the shuttle bus.
So. I waved goodbye to Elisa inside the bus. Everything seemed to go really smooth after that.
When the bus reached the terminal, I walked towards the MRT station. Before that, I had to cross a road. And when I reached it, the traffic light turned green.
Later after I arrived at my station, I walked and walked until another traffic junction, and it turned green when I reached.
Then I walked, and reached the last traffic light, and it turned green when I reached.
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The sun was shining. But while I walked, the clouds hid it until I reached my condo.
LOL
What a rare day when the world seems to revolve around you.
My muscles ache X_X
Had to carry my school bag and goodie bag around the big poly...
Rienx signing out for now. I'm definitely going to enjoy the weekends while it lasts.

Busy Life

2012-01-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

My life is already starting to get busier and busier.
My CCA starts today, and I came home only around 6.50pm just now... and urgh. I have CCA twice each week. And currently we(I think the other CCAs too) have to settle with the sec 1 orientation...a lot of troublesome work to do -.- Elisa and my job is to design and make one of the advertising posters and put it up at wherever we want. So tonight my task is to get the basic layout(paper etc) and decoration done, and Elisa will continue with the content tomorrow morning. I'm gonna do it SUPER quick. Because I have homework waiting for me. I They've already booked a (forced)date with me like all the way since lesson time, so if I don't hurry up and attend to them, they'll get pissed off, and definitely call their other friends for reinforcement and pile me down.
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Today I had three class tests. One is English, the other Chinese and the last one Chemistry.
I feel really pek chek by the end of the school day(as in lessons end for the day). I don't think I'm going to get satisfying results from any of them. It's not that they're hard, actually I'll say they're really tricky.
ESPACIALLY CHEMISTRY. ESPACIALLY.
The paper is simple enough. Really. If you paid attention to class yesterday, you'ld have no problem scoring full marks for the test, because the questions are so..damn..straightfoward and simple!!@!
I'm not kidding. It's really easy. THING IS.
Because to be honest, back then I still can't understand and familarise myself with the new terms like, "oxidising agent" and "reducing agent". Those are really big words to me, and I just learnt them like yesterday. Very unfortunately, I had to accept the fact that I'm not a very quick learner. I have to go back and revise what is taught on the day, if not I will forget like most of the things that was taught, or not very sure. That's exactly what I did yesterday, no exceptions.
Yes. I DID revise. I DID read up whatever pages my teacher told us to read.
I DID understand whatever I read yesterday.

YET.

YET.

YET.

YET!#$!#$!#!#@!!!!!!!!!!
I just realised one, no, several stupid mistakes I made in the test after checking with Elisa.
In terms of oxygen atoms in oxidisation, the substance that gained the oxygen atom is the one that is 'oxidised'.
The substance that lost the oxygen atom is the one that is 'reduced'.
And when the question asked me which is the oxidising agent, I went and put the substance that is oxidised.
When it really should have been the one that is reduced, because it made the other substance oxidised, therefore the reduced substance is the oxidising agent.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHH ==
Omg. There's like a few questions that ask exactly the same question. So I'm gonna lose more than one mark.
And I think that test will be included in CA1.
So. To me I think I diddn't manage to start the year well...
AND we also did physics practical today. Which I fail terribly(speed, accuracy etc...)
Crap, I'm going to have my first SPA test like right after CNY. It's a really big challenge for me.
And currently I lack the confidence for it. I really need moral support and encouragement...;_;
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I really wanted to write more things that happened today but I have a lot of stuff to do which I mentioned ontop.
Tomorrow there's temp-taking, followed by the(really random)record breaking, the one-leg standing record, and then after recess my class will be going to Ngee Ann poly for a 2 hour guided tour. Yep, another busy day tomorrow...

First "proper" day of school

2012-01-04T15:41:00.002+08:00

Everyday just gets warmer and hotter...the blue sky has so little clouds, and by the time I come home my face, arms and legs are all red...
Can't say I've adjusted to sec 4 life yet. This morning when I walk to the parade square for morning assembly, I walked straight into the sec 3 area before I saw my friend walking far away from me to the sec 4 area and then I realised: "Oh...right..."
There was also a few times when I did not go all the way up which is where my classroom is, but instead turned to the sec 3 classroom corridor...until I saw my classmates keep going up(Me:-_-" urgh)
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Today we began proper lessons. Each of the teachers that came into my class all told us about our syllabus for this term, and what they're gonna cover for the O levels this year. They are all going to finish by the end of Term 2(Before the start of June ~~holidays~~) There's...a LOT of topics to cover for each of my sciences, and my A math ;_; I think A math is the worse...so many chapters...
My physics teacher told us that from now onwards, it's very important to work hard and complete your assignments everyday, because our homework will come 'pouring' to us like "pouring water from a jug to a cup". If we don't "empty" the cup in time, the water that keeps flowing will overflow, and the cup cannot survive O_O.
I know he's right. And I know I'll be busy everyday, once I finish blogging. Yes, I have HOMEWORK, but I also have REVISION. I need to revise particularly my sec 3 work.
And I have to PRACTICE. This means. This means. Digging out my past year worksheets stacked 'neatly' in one corner of my shelf, taking out the ten-year series books as well as other text and guidebooks also stacked 'neatly' in another corner of my shelf, and also take out whatever stuff(worksheets actually) my brother has given me to practice on.(his own worksheets that he worked on before his O levels. Cool right?)
Yesterday, as like every first and last day of the school year, our school counsellor came into our class to give us a 5 minutes talk to prepare us on the year ahead. This is what he told us, that we students preparing for the O levels cannot be without:

S -Sleep

E -Eat

E -Exercise

D -Drink

S-Stress out

This is the seed that we need to plant in ourselves(I think), the seed to our success. I think I will have no problem planting my seed in. I can sleep well for like 8 hours no matter what condition I'm in(etc. sick,stressed), I *HAVE* to eat every recess, lunch break and dinner(due to my high-metabollism too -_-), I shove my water bottle under my desk and drink it in every lesson, I can go swimming if I want to, and I have my piano to stress out on.
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Tomorrow, I have choir practice, so I could only go home much much later, like 3 hours later than usual time -.- Hopefully not later. Seriously.

First Day of School

2012-01-03T15:33:00.002+08:00

*This is the 310th post for this blog.
Today is the first day of school for many students here. But to me, nothing has changed much,except for the sight of new sec 1 students standing around randomly.(I actually saw a Lasallian, which is pretty rare in my school O_O) I still go to the same table at the concourse where Huda and Tuvi sat, and we greet each other and start chatting. Huda and I exchanged souvenirs. She gave me a clay art magnet(it's my first time having one XD) from Malaysia, and I gave her a really cute voodoo pen I bought from Hong Kong that is meant as a good luck pen/charm. I bought two other voodoo pens and gave them to Elisa and Verlynn, and they all liked it, so I'm satisfied <3. I actually forgot that my school is obsessed(and I mean it, I think we broke at least 22 records? In the Singapore Book of Records) with record-breaking, since it has been a good whole two months of break. Right after morning assembly, our discipline mistress had welcomed us back, and then (and I found it really random seriously) she wants to train us to break another record this Friday. I had difficulty in preventing myself from bursting out laughing when I heard this. How could I ever forget that this school, no, her, has always prided itself in record-breaking???
And right on the first week of school, when the sec 1s has yet to settle down and adjust to their new school- no never mind them, everyone has yet to settle down, she comes up saying, "We're gonna break a record this Friday*AGAIN*!!" I SOOO can see everyone around me sweatdropping, and I'm definitely no exception XD. But as members of the Fajar community, we must all uphold the spirit of Fajar so of course ~~we have no choice but to~~ we'll all participate in this event as good students and teachers. About what we're doing for the record, it's pretty simple, really. We just have to "rise" and "perservere" by standing on one leg for two minutes. I think if you put your leg down or grab onto other people for support, you'll be disqualified and asked to sit out. So it's really simple.
After a really long morning assembly, we finally went back to class. Nothing much changed, really. In my school, there are three main academic blocks, express, N(A) and N(T), and in each block, there are three classrooms on each floor. I've been in the express block every year, and I've always been in the classroom nearest to the toilet.
Yes, this year, it's no exception. The only change was that I've moved yet another floor up, and now I'm studying in the highest floor. So from sec 1 to sec 4, I've been in the same block, in the same classroom position. Only up, up, and up as each year passes by LOL!!!
Even my sitting position didn't change. I still sat by Elisa(for every single year, except sec 1), still sat next to the window(facing corridor area), still on Elisa's right side, exactly same row, same column as last year.
I diddn't change my pencil case, schoolbag, only our school diaries changed.(Trust me, this year's cover design is super cool and pretty(blue))My classmates were all pretty the same, no new people, and no one left, so we were pretty much comfortable. Class committee diddn't change much(I'm not in it, been in one during sec 1 for half a year though), and we're stuck with pretty much the same old teachers who taught us during sec 3. Except some minor changes with combined humanities and CE, only those 2 subjects. The rest is all the same.
This first day of School is pretty much used for administrative matters, like updating our particulars, revising school rules etc. Unlike some other schools, who start proper lessons on the first day of school already(my brother has lessons on his first day of school as sec 3/4 >.<), I only start mine on like tomorrow.
I shall do my best to decide on my path after graduating this year. Because if I can't decide, I think I will resort to taking either the JC/MI route to give me more time to decide on my interests in life.
~Rienx out.

Important things of 2012 to Rienx

2012-01-02T18:32:00.002+08:00

Here are some significant things about 2012 to me.

1.Firstly, 2012 is a leap year, which means that Fuji Syusuke from Prince of Tennis will get to celebrate his birthday properly!!! <3 If I'm not wrong, he's celebrating his 4th proper birthday this year ^w^
2.This November, I'll be taking my O Levels. And then, I'll be graduating from Fajar.
3.This year, I'll turn 16. I think 16 is a 'bigger' number than 15, for some reason.
4.This year. This year. I'mgoingtoexperiencerealworkforonceinmyreallyshelteredlife.
5.Finally, 2012 always reminds me of world destruction.

Here is another list about some of the *REALLY*common things I have found while watching many, many animes.
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1. SPL/\/IT PERSONALITY!@##@$@!(I promise you, it's a real favourite -v-)

2.Twins(Look-a-like, more commonly boys.)

3.Using those kind of cool,cocky personalities for one of the main characters, boy or girl.(And I hate them, no matter how cool or hot they look -.-)

4.Cat girl/boy, Shotas, Tsundere personalities

5.MUST have at least some kind of supernatural power/skill.

6.One of main characters have tragic past.

7.Attractive figures(for girls,ETC.Big boobs)

8.Bad/Delicious tasting food, a comic relief tatic.

9.SADISTIC PERSONALITY(enjoys seeing others suffer)!!!

10.Mad researchers/scientists/doctors("I wanna dissect you!")

~End~

New year 2012

2012-01-02T09:18:00.007+08:00

It's been a while, it's been a while!
Recently, after tagging at SS's blog and seeing yuuki starting yet another blog, somehow I feel motivated to continue to keep my blog alive and updated with new posts.
Two nights ago, on the last day of 2011, I had stayed up all the way to meet the new year of world destruction at the stroke of midnight.
Then last night, I laid on my bed, and wondered if I have any resolutions for this year.
This really important year.
I decided for now, my only resolution for this year is to make up my mind about what course I want to study at-oh yes, of course, also choose which polytechnic, but never mind that, I really have to make up my mind what is my interests and what I can see myself working as in the future.
Because my mind is blank about my future. And time is running short to me ;A;
I feel it's either do or die. Either I make up my mind, or I turn to the JC road, because going on the JC path saves me another 2 years to think about it.
So I shall continue to think hard as I prepare myself for the ~~SSLE(Secondary School Leaving Examination)~~O levels.
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I need to learn how to adjust the blog's timing, the draft saves at 5.35pm while it's 9.35am here...
Can I actually do it? o_o
I hope that when I go back to school tomorrow, the teachers won't give the same standard question for any of our compositions, english or chinese. "There is a 90.4 percent chance that it will not appear in english homework. There is a 45.6 percent chance that it will in chinese homework." *Imitates Inui from Prince of Tennis and gets forced to drink his latest Inui Juice from him XDDD*
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Here is a summary of how I spent my 2-month long holidays in 2011:

NOVEMBER

From the beginning of November until mid-november, I've been a good girl and I did my school homework everyday. Most of my homework is math, seriously. I also used up this two whole weeks just to do my chinese graded assignment(for CA1). Yes. FREAKING SLOW ^^
Because I never liked chinese compostions ;A;
And I never liked english ones too. Please. They're a killer to me(not chinese though, unfortunately no matter how I like them I have to admit that they're my saviors for my overall grade). I cannot understand why most people preferred paper 1 than paper 2 for english. I always relied and scored much better in paper 2 than paper 1. Omg, come to think of it, I remember my paper 1 last SA2. I still remember that freaking teacher's comments on my paper, she/he said, "NOT SUIT TO GENRE!!", and then gave me a pathetic 37 over a total mark of 60. I facepalmed there when I saw it -_-...
I still got an overall grade of A2 because my paper 2 (37.5/50)pulled me up. Heck, now you see why I prefer paper 2 XP
After mid-november to the end of it, I started to ~~slack a lot~~ relax more. I've done like pretty much the whole of my school homework, so I spent more time on my laptop checking out new anime and reading fanfictions :3

DECEMBER

On 2nd December, my mother made it clear to the whole family that it's spring cleaning day. That means waking up early, gearing up, putting on your gloves, taking a bottle of detergent and rag and start scrubbing your walls clean of dirt and dust.
That also means moving out my table, shelve, and bed and scrub every part of my room clean and kira kira(shiny). And trust me, when I'm done, my room really kira-ed in front of me LOLOL. I'm serious. The walls are so white, and with the sunlight shining in through the windows to me, anyone will think that my room is so kira-ish. Shows I'm a very hardworking and determined girl -v-
Because, and very unfortunately, my house is suited next to a road, my desk and shelve is always littered with dust every single day. A lot. Every morning, I will find my desk surface covered with one layer of dust. Thank goodness I don't have a history of asthma(Did I spell it right).
You can imagine how much dust is in the air when I scrubbed out the walls and table, behind my bed and shelves == It's simply... disgusting.
So when I was done, I started to feel muscle and boneaches, on my arms, legs and back. I thought that it was simply because of the hard work. But I also started to feel cold, really cold. I blamed it on the weather, because I woke early, and the weather outside is cold.
Then I started to feel that something is wrong with me when my older brother asked me to help him. He saw that I was done cleaning my room, and he asked me to help him listen to a really beautiful song(Onaji sora mitsumeteru anata ni, the translation is beautiful), figure out the notes for the right and left hand and teach him how to play it on the piano. By then, my hands were really cold and maybe a bit sweaty. Worse, I had some difficulty concentrating on listening the song and pitching out the melody and chords. Later when I had lunch, I had to wrapped myself in a blanket and I can't manage to get myself warm. Then I finally realised that I'm having a fever, and the thermometer comfirmed it with a temperature of 37.8 -_- My head started to throb, warning me that if I don't do something soon, it'll raise the temperature up higher. So I told my mother, and I tried bathing and drinking some herbal drink. Nothing worked, so I finally resorted to eating the fever reducing pills, which I hated the most, yet they worked -.-
I thought my body is really unneccessary sensitive. Because I kept breathing in the dust when I scrubbed, there was a lot of dust and dirt in my lungs, and that alone triggered my brain to raise the temperature and kill off all the bacteria in my lungs. So troublesome =.=
The next day, on 3rd December, it's my older sister's birthday. The whole family went out to IMM for dinner to celebrate her birthday. Because of my stupid fever yesterday, and because it's was really rainy that period, I couldn't manage to get anything for her birthday. So after dinner, we agreed that she will chose her present, and I'll pay for her. In the end, I bought her a really cute mini christmas tree that she can put on her table for christmas. I think up till now, my brother still owes her a christmas present o_o
During 12-16 December, the whole family, with my grandmother, flew over to HK+China for a shopping vacation. To be honest it was kind of boring, because I've been to almost all of the places that we visited already, and we shopped for most of the trip. At least I did my christmas shopping there, but to be honest I preferred a vacation where I can go sightseeing more often, and to play =D
Not shopping == I'm not the shopping type, serious.
We came back to Singapore around 1.30am on Saturday. My mother told us we could sleep all the way to dinner time, she won't care. I told her she's overexagerating(HOW DO YOU SPELL THIS CONFUSING AND LONG WORD). If she calculates, by the time we settle down everything at home, it'll be around 4am. All of us requires a minimum amount of 8 hours of sleep. 4am+8 hours=12pm. At most, we'll only sleep until expectedly around lunch time,+ 2 hours if you want. Plus we can sleep on the plane. Sleeping until dinner is UNHEALTHY for us and too overexaggerating. That's too long and...yes too long.
Look at me for example. I woke at 10am. Look at my brother for a better example. When I found him, he's already 'working' on his computer, who knows what time he woke up. Chose either of us, both of us works in proving my point.
During christmas week, and the last week of December, I started to watch even more anime and reading even more fanfictions. I watched like...4? 5? anime movies in a row. All with beautiful animations and stories.
Here is a list of them I watched in chronological order:

1.Grave of the fireflies(火垂るの墓, Hotaru no Haka)*Rewatched* By Isao Takahata. There were several scenes where I teared up at least 5 times in each of them. The OST tracks for the movie is very touching and beautiful.
2.5 centimeters per second (秒速5センチメートル: アチェインオブショートストリーズアバウトゼアディスタンス, Byōsoku Go Senchimētoru) By Makoto Shinkai. It's supposed to be a touching and sad romance movie but honestly I'm not really touched by it >.>" But the animation is simply amazing. I would say it's the best animation I've seen. The graphics, the BACKGROUND SCENES. It's breathtaking.
3.Voices of a Distant Star. By Makoto Shinkai.
4.The Place Promised in our Early Days. By Makoto Shinkai. Only watched until about 1/3 then stopped, got bored lol.
5.Children who chase lost voices from deep below. By Makoto Shinkai. I think this is the best movie from him. It has a more interesting plot,and the art and animation is equally beautiful with all his other movies.

Apart from the movies, I've hanged a lot on AmonDerevex's youtube channel for new vocaloid songs everyday. Actually, his channel mainly consists of videos of nicosingers' covers of vocaloid songs, not so much the original vocaloid covers, but it doesn't matter to me. I sometimes find that a human cover sounds more better than a programne's one lol.
I usually refer to SpiritOfVocaloid's youtube channel for piano and music box versions of vocaloid songs.
Megurine Lukahas always been my favourite vocaloid. She's pretty, her colour is one of my favourite, some of her songs are the best of the vocaloid songs that existed, and her voice is deep, mature, not so robotish sounding. The first song I heard from her is Just be Friends. The views for the video is rapidly shooting up. I remembered when the video has only like, 1.6million views? Then slowly it shot up, 2.4m, then it hit the 3million mark, and now it's currently at 3.4million views, hitting 3.5million views very soon. I can say, it's one of the most popular vocaloid songs ever, and the translation is really very meaningful. The song is about breakup, and the lyrics are from the guy's point of view, which Luka sings. The piano and music box version makes it even more amazing. I fell in love with it and got addicted to it for at least a whole week.

To end off this post, and while I'm still on the topic of vocaloids, here is something really funny that I found a few days ago.

The singer is Hatsune Miku, one of the most popular vocaloids. She is my second favourite vocaloid, mainly because of her songs. This is really like Nico Nico Douga(Like Japan's youtube)to announce your failed search attempts so grandly to the whole world below. I laughed for a long time when I saw this.
And...one more video from Miku.

Nyanyanyanyanyanyanya! is the real, original version of the popular song "Nyan cat". According to a comment I saw below, the user says that someone covered this song using Monome Momo, then another one took that cover, added a gif to it and called it "Nyan cat". Who knew Nyan Cat came from an original vocaloid song? XP

Updating this blog again

2011-06-12T20:03:00.002+08:00

I decided to come back.
And restore this dusty and outdated blog, who have been left untouched since last year with this first post of the year.
I know facebook is the thing now, where everyone is and where everyone uses
I use this blog..more like as a memory book or something :o
Unfortunately, I do not have facebook ._.
But if ever one of my old friends remembered me, I'm still here.
I'm still alive and well ^^
And I won't change my blog address, not for awhile anyway.
Maybe never, idk.
We've already been into 6 months of this year, so there's definitely too much that happened to be able to be squeezed into this one post.
But there's definitely been happy,sad,proud,embarassing,comforting and depressing moments.
I'm still playing runescape, and still building and levelling my account up ^^
Tbh, I forgot the password to my neopets account, so I am not playing neopets anymore.
But I had great fun and I had great memories from it =)
I don't know whether Angel still remembers about the pilot family XD
I still remember roleplaying with cream family ^_^ Lolz that was fun
I'm not doing too badly in school now, even though my results for SA1 this year is...shit -.-
Most Cs, few Bs and one A
Being one of the top students is a thing of the past :S
Of course I will keep trying ^^
Ah....
Last night..was one of the best+fantastic+epic nights in my whole 15 years of life..
I went up to the top of the Marina Bay Sands...and the sight of the Singapore city took my breath away...
NIGHT!
NIGHT IS TRULY THE BEST TIME TO GO!
What's more beautiful and amazing than seeing the colourful city lights shine in the dark night sky!?!?!
Omg....it's truly amazing..
I never wanted to leave there.. ;_;
I think I'll upload the pictures in the next post...
And last thing
My dad just bought Xbox 360 and Kinect adventure and sports games xD
It's quite cool and fun
But I won't play it too often
I may just die from sweat and heat =.=
~~Since I'm not allowed to take off my shirt when I play.. :( So unfair~~
I shall end off I guess..
My first post for this year ._.
Good or bad news? Lol

2010-09-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

This is probably a very stupid thing, but..
After finding out that I failed last year's end of year Ang Mo Kio secondary school paper part 1 (Maths)
I became extremely depressed.
Lol, right?
Idk about myself
Maybe it's because I saw Elisa pass, so why can't I?
I felt myself dropping and dropping and dropping all the way from the sky to hell.
I wasn't a very smart girl in the first place (THERE, I SAID IT)
But I just couldn't take it.
If you're thinking, "Aiya, fail paper only ma, sad for what lor lol"
Then shut up, cuz I already know -.-
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Ugh...this really sucks.
I don't have the mood for anything.
I feel myself dying inside. (Fine, I'm already dead inside)
When I am depressed.
I'm so depressed that I will just shut up on the outside and scream to my death in the inside.

2010-09-19T15:35:00.008+08:00

Exams are already approaching in about 2 weeks time!!!
If there are people who still haven't start their revisions, then good luck!
Arggggghhhh I'm supposed to be studying but I'm too stressed out now.
Anyway..I'm putting up some latest pics about papa, mama and me out at Singapore River to look at the lanterns (Think like last week)
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Memories and memories...

2010-09-07T16:13:00.013+08:00

Three days ago during the evening, my father brought me to Comex at Suntec City because it is already the last day (that's what I heard)
After that, as a bonus, he brought me to the Helix!
This is so awesome!! It's my first time ever to the Helix, and it's my first time seeing the Singapore River and all the other buildings at night!!
This is amazing. I'll never forget what I saw that night.
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A picture tells a thousand words, so I don't really have to say much about the pictures above, because, I don't know how many tens of thousands of words you can get.
But PLEASE take note:
1. Most of the pictures above are taken in night scenery mode, that's why many of them are kind of blurry. BUT IT IS ALREADY GOOD, because night scenery mode is super sensitive and you need to have excellent control of your hands.
2. Starting from the picture of my father, all pictures are taken from/on the bridge, until the picture of the tree with the little guy on top, the YOG pictures and me standing in front of the new MRT station, Promenade.

I'm gonna post a next post soon with more pictures ^o^

2010-08-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

Updating =)
...
...
Er
Uhm
Well...
What is there...to talk about? ^^
Should I talk about my dream that I had last night? Or what I did today?
Should I rant off my unpleasant feelings, or talk about something happy?
...
NOO I'm not in the mood to be emo and say emo words
Man..
So hard to update my blog =.= Nothing interesting really happened.
OHH I give up

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

2010-08-23T17:40:00.003+08:00

O.M.G
This is like, finally right?
I'VE UPDATED MY BLOG!!
In like, 3 months O.O
And it's already going to September.
Of course many other important and major things has happened after my birthday which was like all the way back in 5th May
But yeah, obviously I cannot remember every single one of them to post here =.=
Many of my friends knew that that I went on a choir trip to Taiwan in July for competition.
Ok, of course it was fun and all, but I've already been to Taiwan once, so...^^
And yeah, our choir won silver.

After that...oh yeah, National day. Happy belated National day!! (14 days late wish)
How I celebrate? Basically I'm the only one enthusiastically watching the TV and eating pizza.
My parents and great aunt was with me, but they were like so-so.
My elder brother and sister diddn't even bother to watch it.
I'm so lonely T.T

Moving on.

Got some of my CA2 overall results already.
English: Unknown
Maths: 79/100(A1)
Chinese: 72.2/100(A2) *YAAAAYYYY FIRST TIME GET A FOR CHINESE WOOT*
Science: Unknown
Geography: Unknown
Literature: 82/100 (A1) =)
D&T: Unknown
CE: Unknown. (Lol, who cares)

...
Ok la, my mother was very happy with my results SO FAR...
Think if I get my other results back, ...I don't know, probably the same reaction?
But if I fail my D&T, my head will personally get slaughtered by my father.
He always expects something from me for D&T ^^ Not telling the reason why though.
Ok other than school grades...

MTDC!!!!! =DDDDD(Music Talent Development Centre)
Recently, I joined this programne called MTDC *not really la, but everyone refers it as MTDC*
It's another choir that consists of the best singers out of the west zone.
Yeah, I'm in it! So I got a very nice voice! :D
Anyway, what made me very happy for another thing is that I get to see Rachel again ^^
MTDC is held in Commonwealth Sec School and that is Rachel's school :D
And rachel is in the choir, so..:D
And many of the songs are very nice songs!!!

1. Irish Blessing
2. Danny Boy
3. Scarborough Fair *kind of like, being put aside*
4. Come now ye maidens
5. Gesegn dich laub
6. Sinsin si batu manikam
7. Fiddler on the Roof
8. Ta xue qin mei
9. Les Choristes

Haha, every Friday I would meet my friend (Elisa) at CCK station at 5, then we would take the train together to Jurong East, and from there take the shuttle bus to the school *kind of troublesome =.=*

Next monday is my chinese oral exam, but there's really nothing to prepare for O.O
So I'll stop here and...don't worry I'll try to update often :p

~My 14th birthday! :D~

2010-05-05T20:37:00.006+08:00

~Happy birthday to me
~Happy birthday to me
~Happy birthday to meee
~Happy birthday to me!
Today I turn 14 years old! :D
A big big thank you to everyone who wish me happy birthday! ^^ You really made my day!
Today, I went to school as usual, then went to meet my mother after school to choose my birthday cake (I chose a chocolate one)
Here are some pictures that I took! (I would have done some editing but my mouse wasn't working then and I had to revise for exams D: )
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OMG I don't know what happen to my computer T^T
Everytime I try to upload the pictures and edit them, the template always got some problem one.
And I don't know why the pictures are always positioned at the furthest right!!! -_-
I'll just have to tell the presents I recieved T_T
Papa gave me a pair of very beautiful earrings. Mama gave them to me on his behalf ><><>.< Haha! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OMG I forgot that I need to go and study! I have to go! Once again,
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES! I LOVE EVERYONE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

My birthday!

2010-05-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

My birthday!! :D
...is two days away lol.

Tomorrow is my english examination, so I'm gonna make this post short.

Uh yes, that pic is done by me ^.^

Anyways

Lately several people have been asking me what I wanted for my birthday this year *which is not unusual (:*

Annd erm.

I really appreciate your thoughts for me, and I don't really dare to ask for presents you know

It will be something like "Oh, I want this! Oh, I want that!!" If you know what I mean

The truth is, I have just one small little wish deep in my heart for my birthday.

I..just want a warm hug from you, maybe a kiss O_O *preferred from family members >.<* and say I am loved, and thanked me for being borned into this world.

You will never know how happy that can make me be!

Omg, I think I'm still asking too much >.<'' lol

Ok, gotta pack my bag for tomorrow.

Oh, thanks Hui Wen and JiaQi for the tags :D

Good luck to you both and everyone for exams too!

Bye!

2010-04-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Like, omg right? This is so damn beauuuutifuuuul. Found it from google images. Currently my desktop wallpaper

Alright, you don't have to say anything. I know my post is like, more than one month ago.
13th of March to be exact.
It's just that, there is seriously nothing to update.
And even if I do have the willingness to update, my post will be the same like, everyday.
A typical post will go like this(of course will be longer, depends on individual day):
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Today wake up, wash up, had breakfast and off to school.
Lessons ok la, did my homework and paid attention :) Exams coming! ><
Went home, played runescape and did homework after dinner.
Runescape (insert blabla here)! Did (blabla) quest and gained (blabla) level (bla) in (skill) :D
Sweeeet.
Alright people goodnight! :D
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If I really did update everyday for the past one month, my posts will actually follow this template :o
Anywayss
Last Thursday we completed our magnificent poem for our literature exam.
Nah, I'm not going to post it here. Ppl might steal ideas >.>
But it's ok la. My group had been rehearsing a little on how to begin and to end.
I think the ending's great :)
Then friday had napfa test O.O
I wasn't even prepared for it.
But I think I can pass la LOLZ
I think Wednesday will have fajar run, when we go and run in some kind of garden for our 2.4km run :/
I don't know, I hear some rumours.
Saturday was pretty normal (as usual)
Just now, my family went out for dinner with all my cousins and aunties and uncles to celebrate my grandmother's 71st birthday :D
The food was great.
I gave my grandmother some biscuits. My elder brother did the same and my elder sister made a card for her.
Yeah, and I'm back here.
Tomorrow is back to school(-.-) and I...don't know what to look foward to lolz
RUNESCAPE! D;
My membership is ending, sadded T_T
Only left like, 3 more days?
Too bad I can't do some important quests, like monkey madness.
Haiz
My combat level is 83! W00t
At least all my member skills are at least 30+
Not bad!
Alright, I better get going.
No garuntee that I might post again soon lolz! Maybe I'll post when exams are coming and just want to wish everyone good luck :)
Oh, listen to this song 'Autumn's monolouge'! So nice~
Bye!

2010-03-13T15:36:00.002+08:00

=/ Well, Im back from camp.
And I am spamming this post now.
The thing is, I don't really feel like talking about my camp.
No offense but, I found it more boring then fun =/
I still think that my p6 camp is the best.
Ok la, sec 2 camp fun because I get to do the flying fox and abscailing and whatever stuff.
Also the usual campfire(their campfire so damn small:S)
So yeah.
And we get to sleep in chalets(for the girls) with air con and TV and stuff, but the remote controls are being taken away.
So, that's my life in camp. End of it.
Next week is March holidays, but nobody here is ever going to consider that a holiday :D
Well, at least for me.
I'll just take it that I just don't have to wake up at 6 every morning.
Er....oh yeah, today's Saturday.
From Friday 8pm to Sunday 8pm, it's double xp period in Runescape.
Right now if you play runescape and you log in, you'll see people running about and training their stats.
Because it's double xp, and it's like, WOOT
I've trained my summoning, and now I own a granite rock crab.
It's...not as cute as my chicken but, ah well.
And my cat has grown into a...overgrown cat! =S
That's it's last stage I suppose, it won't grow anymore.
It just shows how well I've taken care of it.
I can trade it to a villager for 100 death runes, but I love my cat, and I don't plan on trading it.
Talking about double xp period, I shouldn't be wasting my time here and I should start training.
I only have until Sunday 8pm.
So see you. Maybe I'll go bath first.

Going camping

2010-03-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

So, I won't be around from tomorrow till Thursday. (The day I come back.)
I'm so damn nervous =S Why the hell must they make it a four day three night camp.
Well anyway it's better than jiejie's 5 day OBS camp ><
And more better than a concentration camp lol!
I'll come back safe and sound, not like I won't come back safe and sound if I were ever dragged into a concentration camp.
I guess I'm getting too nervous about this. I have Elisa with me!
And look at Grace. She has another 3 days 2 nights camp (GB) right after our sec 2 camp.
*sigh* T_T Well, I'll miss everyone.

2010-02-24T14:46:00.002+08:00

I'm updating!
Exams are over, whew.
Though I did not do much revision actually lolz!
This CA1 are only tested on four subjects, our main ones.
So my common test only lasted for like, 2 days.
So now we can look foward to our sec 2 level camp!!
It's 4 days 3 nights!!! Ahhh!!!!!
But Yee Hui said that it's going to be so much fun
She herself got over the excitement for like, roughly 2 months LOL!
I really hope it's fun.
About the black stuff on my fingernail, it's really much, much, much better.
Kinda missed having my black fingernail haha!
The black stuff on my new fingernail has really cleared a lot.
The remaining bit that lines near the nail at the bottom
I guess it's going to be there forever...
Or maybe not o.o
Yosh, I'm going to play runescape.
Cya!

2010-02-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since I last posted......
With tests every other day and singing until my voice is gone in choir.......
Life is normal :D
Yeah yeah, lots of ppl in the world wished to have a normal life but anyway
Nothing new, really
So I'm just gonna log out......

2010-02-01T18:21:00.002+08:00

8 more posts to go before the 300th post but anyway.
Today I came home from school not so happy...
Cuz
I failed my maths test D:
It's the second time I fail any maths test.
Usually my maths is average, but I don't expect myself to fail...
All my mistakes are careless mistakes >< Damn it, I had better do well next time! D: So now, I've been practising my maths on assesment books. 'Spacially algebra and stuff like that..... I even tried to set a plan to tackle and get me away from this notebook and study.... I said I'ld allow myself computer time ONLY after 5 PM but I couldn't seem to do it HAHAHA Before 5 must do all my homework and study and bla bla. FINGERRRRRRRRRRRR GET BETTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I BEG YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU Ugh =_=' Man I think the only way to get myself away from my laptop
Is to lose interest in runescape
Oooh, sounds sad eh
Man
I'm done talking
At least I got a SUPER long tag to start me and my tagbox off for Feb.
Yeah
So
I'm gonna bang the piano now

2010-01-31T09:02:00.003+08:00

Today is Sunday, and it's 9am now :D
Playing runescape as usual....no one is online in my runescape friends list D:
Very reluctant to do my homework LOL
Yesterday is Saturday, nothing much interesting.
Papa and mama went to chinatown, so korkor and me stayed at home to play runescape.
Jiejie went to school as usual.
I bought a rune 2h sword!!!! Yeah man!!! :D
Swish! And the opponent is gone! :DDD
I so love my sword's colour, it's so beautiful! ><
I wonder what blue is it....
Friday during home econ class I'm so happy.
Before, I got partnered with a guy who always never comes to school >:(
Then now, teacher changed partner so now Ming Siong is my partner
I'm so happy I'm not gonna cook alone anymore :D lol
Then science where we talked more about the blood
Then CE where Mdm Tan comes in with her usual >|( face.
Then mother tongue.
Then go home :D
Waa, but there's a lot of homework ><||
Ah well :D

2010-01-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

Updating.
School life has been pretty normal, already had 3 test, one surprise one.
Doing fine, at the top of my work :)
Well, maybe except science and chinese? LOL
Im having maths ACT(Afternoon Curriculum time, like remedial classes) every Tue, 2.30-3.30pm. I have to tutor one student haha xD
After that, I'll have choir practices, until 5-6pm. x.x
Every Tuesday to Thursday have choir practices...
Today have two tests. The surprise test, and science test.
Surprise test (maths) can do. Science test sucks :P
I think Im only gonna get 5-7/10 for that cuz my pie chart is horrible :P
Like seriously. None of the angles are right haha
Finger's still the same, but more and more whites are showing, and there are red parts showing up. Think the blood's "drying up".
How do I get rid of the black stuff? I got rid of it by getting rid of the nail bit by bit.
And you won't want to know how I did it *sly grin*
Many people will be like "Eeeeeeeeee disgusting! D:"
I shall tell anyway :P
I bit off my nail. Yeah. With the black stuff.
WOOHOO.
Tomorrow's Wednesday.
Sigh. Need to do tshirt design for sec 2 camp. Sian D:
It's gonna be another boring school day tomorrow :D
Oh I've enough about school crap.
RUNESCAPE
OHH, RUNESCAPE.
I'M BANKRUPT IN RUNESCAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I only have like, 1K++ ? Cuz I died in hell xD
And lost my precious sword and stuff.
I've been begging Ming Siong to help me get a rune sword, since my attack is high enough for that, but he says "It's worth 36K!! D:" And I was like "WTF?!"
So I'm still using the adamant scimmy in the end =.=
For only 2K :/ Like wth, my sword is only worth that value.
*cries* I feel like a total noob now...with all my money gone... T_T
Sian sian, tests and more tests, and even more tests, and even more trees cut down..
THE WORLD SHALL NOT END IN 2012, BECAUSE I'M SOOO GONNA SEE MY O LEVEL RESULTS ;D

Normal normal

2010-01-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

Still missing Ah Fa... but anyway
School days are preetty normal.
Mmm. Finger ish STILL STILL STILL STILL recovering.
But the black "stuff" (or blood?) has been pushed out even further and more white areas are showing up.
Ok...I've posted.................................bye................................

Goodbye, Ah Fa.

2010-01-10T08:03:00.004+08:00

Yes, you're gone. At last. To be with your mother, Ah Bu.
T.T I couldn't get to have a look at you and pet your soft fur one last time this year before you go.
I hope you'll rememeber me. I will definitely always remember you.
I will remember how "fast" you were running across the sofa when you were still young, how you ate your food, how you slept, and the pain when you bit my finger (T_T)
So, I'll keep on dreaming about me carrying you and letting you lick my hands and face all over.
Goodbye, RIP

2010-01-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

So damned pissed now -.-
Won't say what happened that made me pissed.
Anyway
I diddn't update my blog since the new year O_O
Well
I was busy
Yeah
"Buuusyyyyyy"
Ok ok lol
Ya what, I sec 2 this year leh, must study study study, get into the class I want
Which I haven't decided yet HA
Today sec 1 CCA orientation.
Pretty ok la
Too tired
Less pissed now (:

2010-01-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2010, HERE I COME!!!

Random pics+2010 countdown!+runescape

2009-12-30T19:45:00.005+08:00

Some random pics taken this evening today below.
Mama went to Bukit Gombak to order satay for tomorrow family gathering, and I tagged along with her.

The word on the whiteboard says 'zhu', which means pig.
Mama said I was a pig, because everyday I wake up,eat,play com,bath,sleep.
So she wrote it BIG BIG on my whiteboard.
And I wasn't allowed to erase it away T_T
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Yesh, tomorrow is the last day of 2009!
I am definitely going to stay up to countdown to 2010.
I caught the 40,000th pageview for Rachel's deviantart account (yes, I'm a deviant)
I asked her to draw she and I celebrating new year :D
But her tablet pen broke down, so she's gonna submit it late HA
(I think I feel a sore throat coming from eating all the chocolates and sweets bleah)
And I've started playing runescape! :D
After seeing jiejie and korkor(he ish a member!xD)play, I decided to give it a try!
My username is ruixuanx33. Pretty simple eh? I'm in world 75 currently. Dun plan on changing heh.
Tat's all, bye n_n (goes back to playing runescape)

2009-12-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

Sun is red; moon is cracked
Daddy's never coming back
Nothing's ever yours to keep
Close your eyes, go to sleep
If I die before you wake
Don't you cry don't you weep

Nothing's ever as it seems
Climb the ladder to your dreams
If I die before you wake
Don't you cry; don't you weep
Nothing's ever yours to keep
Close your eyes; go to sleep

http://www.neopets.com/petlookup.phtml?pet=Alladriel

Merry christmas!!

2009-12-25T13:34:00.003+08:00

Hooray, my drawing for christmas :D
Totally no sense I know. LOL
Last night, I drew this while waiting for christmas.
So yeah, I slept at past midnight. Woke up 8++am this morning, prepared to go to church for christmas service at 10++ :)
Sang hymms, see skits, hear the gospel, sang hymms again.
Ate lunch, then went home.
Merry christmas!! :D

Christmas lightups!

2009-12-24T09:50:00.006+08:00

280th POST!
20 more posts to the 300th post!
Yesterday, jiejie's friends came over to my house to bake christmas cookies!
It was interesting watching them trying to make the dough HAHAHAHAHA
They managed to make rather nice cookies *of course, otherwise the flour and other ingredients will be wasted :/* , and burnt cookies (they had to throw away one whole plate of them :X).
And I ate both of nice and burnt cookies :D (gulps mugs of water down)
Jiejie even fed me dough. Mm, so sweet. First time trying dough, LOL
Then they packed the very nice cookies into pretty bags. My mother got one, but I don't think she's gonna eat it HA.
After that, I played a card game with Jiejie and 2 of her friends.
Monopoly in card version was the hardest and most confusing game I've ever played as a beginner ._.
Played a little while, then went to bath and get changed and ready to go with papa and mama to Orchard Road for christmas lightups!
YEAH, ORCHARD ROAD! WOOHOO! OK lame :D
Took bus 190 from Choa Chu Kang all the way to Scotts Road near a shopping centre (which is HUGE). I wanted to go to the toilet, so we went into the shopping centre.
Then after that, we went underground and walked a link to the new shopping centre, ION at Orchard Road.
ION is HUGE HUGE HUGE
Lots of people
ALL JAPANESE STUFF LAR RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
As in, the food is all like Japanese style.
We managed to find one food restaurant not Jap, and that is BURGER KING LOL
So we ate our dinner there.
Queue, pay, eat, gulp.
Then we left.
And we found our way through (IT'S HUGE I REPEAT) to the link and walked again to I FORGOT HOW WE LEFT LA
And we came out
And we saw the light ups!
Hooray!
Pics are below!
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Me: O.O

Mama and me :D

7++pm when we came, so it wasn't that crowded. Imagine when you went at around 9-10++.....

Papa and mama

Haha. Imagine how many people seeing me being taken with this deer. All want take take take pics arh!

Mama and me with the pretty christmas tree behind.

Soldier on left: >=( *looks at camera*
Me: :D *looks at camera*
Soldier on right: o.o *looks at camera too*

The santa is actually rotating

See

Look here, Santa! Look here! OK OK HE'S LOOKING! HE'S LOOKING HERE! QUICK! *snaps*

Wanna take the star hanging, the no crossing sign happens to get in the way.

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1 MORE DAY TO CHRISTMAS!!!!

Yeah yeah yeah but I have no prezzies LOL only the cookies that Jiejie's friends baked :P

TT_TT

2009-12-20T09:48:00.002+08:00

Song: One summer's day from Spirited Away
Composer: Joe hisaishi
Player: Joe hisaishi
Spirited Away (千と千尋の神隠し) is a 2001 film by the Japanese anime studio Studio Ghibli, written and directed by famed animator Hayao Miyazaki.

The melody is beautiful, and he makes it even more beautiful by his playing TT_TT
I want to play like Joe :D I've seen his other videos and his playing rocks.

Listening to all the Studio Ghilbi movies soundtracks now xD

2009-12-17T13:27:00.004+08:00

Hooray! X_X
*eating ice cream when typing this :P*
Finally posted pics.
Love the christmas tree at vivocity *_*
I think it's the lighted tree I saw from the cruise ship
I miss my cruise ship D= It's so fun.
Rachel is so lucky. She said she's been on a cruise for like 4 or 5 times already ><
Wanted to study, but DON'T KNOW WHAT TO STUDY ==
My chinese is like the level of a 10 year old kid yeah
Oh nonono
Talking about study
I remembered I came online to do studies for my music!
Now bye

-.-

2009-12-16T18:47:00.006+08:00

=='' Went to vivocity today with papa and mama.
Papa took a half day leave from work.
BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Wanted to post pictures but just cannot.
The html always got something wrong -.-
Try again tomorrow lor.
And
NO TAGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS >=(
I very sad TT_TT
Boo hoo.
Please tagg me D=
Thank you Alicia, Angel, Eve, Jieling, Jiejie, Ken, WanYing for tagging me <3
HAHAHAHA
Meanwhile, I'm earning money fast to make up for my DISAPPEARED 500K ==
Today I earned until 200K++ already! Ho, the power of the pilots :D
Now bye

2009-12-14T18:14:00.002+08:00

From Code Geass R2(favourite anime) episode 13.
TT_TT I get depressed everytime I watch this.
Oh, Lulu's scream at the end is epic ><

Get into the season of christmas!!!

2009-12-12T14:27:00.002+08:00

THIS ROCKS

Amazing Grace Techno - Computer Controlled Christmas Lights from Richard Holdman on Vimeo.

*Turn up your speakers to fully enjoy this performance :)

2009-12-12T13:38:00.001+08:00

Fetching papa from the airport today.
I've been working and practising the song 'Byakuya ~ True Light' on the piano.
The opening theme to the anime D.N angel xD
It's the most hardest song I've ever tried to play so far -.- With all the scales and chords.
But it soooo rocks rocks rocks!
Whoever who managed to play it also ROCK ROCK
I hope papa will enjoy :) If he gets to hear it -.-
Haiz. Had my music lesson yesterday. Teacher said that my motive had improved :)
She like my ideas too ^^
Yosh, keep it up! Keep going on RX! Don't give up! LOL
But then we discovered that the disc for the song Castle in the Sky, in other words, actually my sister's one, was spoiled ._.
The disc that was inside was scratched. So we can't play it anymore.
It's gone. The data inside can't be copied. It's gone for good.
And the disc was from japan too -.-
Mama said that it was because it was already here for a long time, and that it will naturally get spoiled eventually.
But I feel so sad. Jiejie wasn't learning the organ anymore, maybe she was very busy.
I diddn't want the disc to go to waste. From japan leh!
But not long after I started playing with it, it spoiled.
I'm sorry. >> Now we can no longer enjoy playing the studio ghilbi songs le.
Other than that, my teacher said she is holding a concert next year, June 12.
She was asking whether I would like to perform in that concert.
Piano, organ, also can O.O||
She said it would be good if I can perform a duet with my sister
== Then she realised that I am preparing for my exams next July.
So cannot.
Which means.
I AM REALLY TAKING MY EXAMS IN JULY?!
T_T Please.
DO I HAVE TIME ANOT?!
Definitely cannot slack sia.
Everyday MUST MUST MUST MUST practice.
Even if I fail, I will want to fail with passing grades.
........
Yep! My goal is to at least pass everything! :)
OK!
I've been watching pandora hearts.
I read on a forum in 07 ghost that most 07 ghost fans are also kuroshitsuji and pandora hearts fans LOL.
Or was it D.gray man? Can't remember xD
But I find it so true lor. LOL
Probaly cuz all three have yaoi. HAHA
Don't know la xD All three are similar I guess
AND I'M SO SO SO SO ADDICTED TO THE SONG 'Everytime you kissed me' BY Emily Bindiger.
I kept replaying this song as I'm typing this.
It's an insert song to the last episode of pandora hearts <3

FAERIE QUEEN QUEST!

2009-12-10T16:14:00.001+08:00

Giving me Fyora's quest when all my money (more than half a million) dissappeared HUH?!
You sure like giving quests at the RIGHT time eh -.-

2009-12-08T09:42:00.002+08:00

Bought this two days ago. haha. Currently my phone keychain =)
I bought another similar type and gave it to Angel for her birthday present. LOL.

UPDATING!!!

2009-12-06T20:58:00.028+08:00

Before this blog goes dead, think I shall post a good one before I revive it again when I post for christmas ;D

Actually, I was browsing my picasa archives (yeah, MINE, right) and I found our crusie photos (yepps, I went on a cruise recently)

So...... I decided to post our pictures!! ^.^

Haha. For memory lane's sake.

*warning, super long post, I garuntee you.*
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(THIS WAS WHEN MY SISTER WENT TO JAPAN)
FIRST DAY *the grand day*

*going to the cruise*

Mama, korkor and me ^.^

Papa and mama

Our ship :p

Queued up to check in. Got tired of waiting :X

Our room :D Yeah, it was a non balcony one.

^^

Papa and I went to check out the ship's library. IT'S SO COOL!!!

=)

PRETTY RIGHTT

Then we went up to the top of the ship. Guess that time he wanted to take the word 'Virgo'
It was evening when we checked in, so it was dark ^^
Around...7-8 plus bahs

Went to have supper. Who eat oranges so late at night anyway? ._. *TIME CHECK: 9PM++*

Father and brother. We usually go to this restaurant to have our meals.

The ship departs at 11pm++. I wanted to see the ship depart so badly, I got my father to accompany me to the top deck to watch :D
So we sneaked out quietly after my mum and bro slept LOL

Now a clearer view ^^

This was the view I saw along the way. At the top of a tower, there was a big flame and it was burning prettily in the dark night. There were quite a number of people who took it as well beside me (:

After that, I went to bed le. It was already past midnight!! haha

*SECOND DAY*

We went to take this at the top deck again haha. I look pretty sleepy in this huh. Yeah right xD

The perfect sunrise scene ^^

Went inside the ship. Inside was pretty ok

The whole view

Then we went to another deck. Was very cooling

Ceiling.

WHOAAA!!!!!!!!!! HAHA XD

Cinema. Pretty small huh ._.

I'm having morning tea looking at a scenery.

Yeah, THIS SCENE

Shoot!

And.....CATCH!

Going back to our cabin to rest. My father tried taking all four of us while we were walking but kept failing. This is the best pic.

Then... we went to the ARCADE!!!

Vvvrooom vvrooom...YAAAAAAAAARRRRRR--- CRASH!!!!!!! Aww, game over ):

PING PING PIANG PIANG! :D *my brother won in the end =.=*

Large checkerboard. Actually, I don't think it's chess cuz it's not the real pieces ._.

Playing table tennis. *I'm super horrible at it*

Going back to our cabin

Listening to music x)

Like nothing to do like that xD

We finally arrived at KL in the afternoon.

And went here x)

ROAR! XD

Purchasing some cakes in a shop :)

Haha
We went back soon cuz it was gonna rain =)

Mama and korkor

^^ In the lift. Think we were going to the activity room to borrow a game of monopoly.

Yeah. It was rained when we got back, so we showered and played in our cabin.

Korkor eating noodles.

LOL

Papa's turn to play!

GO!!!!

*THIRD DAY going back to Singapore (:*
I guess I diddn't wake up early to see the ship depart huh

Ship.

Collecting our passports.

Mama and korkor

Papa

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD we arrived back in Singapore.
Phew
I finished at 11pm X_X

2009-12-05T20:01:00.003+08:00

THE 270TH POSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Now I think this is TOO little for a blog that is more than 1 year old now huh ._.
I'm free for the rest of the year already bahhs
No more choir practice already
Advent calendar is also open in neopets ^.^
And I'm currently watching D.N angel :P
Kamichama karin also once I finish watching D.N angel.
Wa lao, D.N angel OST ROCK ROCK ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I superrrrrrrrr love how they play the piano parts :D
They have a very cool pianist ^^
I also like how Daisuke Asakura plays the keyboard.
He's pro. 'Nuff said :P
Tomorrow afternoon, mama and I will go shopping :D
Hahahaha, I think it's good for me to go out and shop and get my butt from being stuck onto my computer chair
LOLOLOL
Ok I updated^^

December!!

2009-12-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

It's finally the first day of December!!!
I love December so much ^^
:P Christmas carols, christmas trees, santa claus, PRESENTS!!! ^^
I'm still a child really xD
I wish to be a decembrian sometimes D=
In neopets, advent calendar has opened up!!
Time to collect presents everyday! ^^
Well, I'm posting this post cuz I wanted to have the first post of December on the first day of Dec :X

2009-11-30T08:43:00.003+08:00

"I once had this conversation with Nunnally and Suzaku.

That, if 'happiness' had a form, what would it look like?

Yeah...like Suzaku phrased it, it might be something like glass.

Because one dosen't notice it normally.

However, it is actually there.

As proof, if you change the angle you look at it,

The glass will reflect light.

It will state its presence and existence more eloquently than any other thing in the world."

This part is so sweet *_*

Lulu reminiscing his conversation with suzaku and his sister nunnally when they were young ^^

Code Geass ftw <3

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My father went to china again -.-

He had to go when his birthday is on Friday ._.

So we had early birthday celebration yesterday for both my sister and father

Cuz my sister's birthday is only a day earlier than my father's.

Well, I don't think I'll be able to celebrate on her actual day too.

Cuz of choir party.

We went to eat at BALIthai at IMM yesterday for lunch too.

Food not bad, dunno whether price really ex or not ._.

Happy birthday papa and jiejie ^^

It's a pity we can't celebrate your birthdays on your actual days ><

It's a dead dead blog~

2009-11-24T16:59:00.002+08:00

:)
December is coming
Christmas is coming
I love christmas ^^ I love all the jingly bells, the songs, the christmas trees
:D
:D...
Even I think I won't get many presents as like a child -.-'
My sis came back last Wed and got me a ciel phantomhive figurine :D
haha thanks jie ^^
It's cute
She also got a ciel plush keychain
LOL
I just watched finish the whole D.gray man anime series like a few days ago
So now I'm currently D.gray man obsessed :P
I really like 'Doubt & Trust' by access.
Access really perform great songs ^^
It did 'Hitomi no Tsubasa' for code geass too, which rocks
Now I'm catching up in the manga...already on chp 68 xD

Last last mon and tue, I went for the aesthetics camp and it was a lil' boring
Well, all camps are boring anyway =.= except for my P6 camp :P

I have seriously nothing to talk about.
My hols are....spent sitting in front of com and being an otaku everyday =.=
Some classmates of mine have already gone out to work
I was like " O_O?! 13 YEAR OLD CAN GO WORK ALREADY?!"
I diddn't want to
Let me experience the hardship of life a little later thank you ^^

K U R O S H I T S U J I

2009-11-14T16:46:00.003+08:00

=D So now I am addicted to 'lacrimosa' by Kalafina and 'bad boy' by cascada.
I'M BASICALLY MAD OVER KUROSHITSUJI
I went to celestialkitsune.wordpress.com and saw a video of the Kuroshitsuji Seiyuu Event.
It was really funny xD kyaaaaaaaa
I read that kuroshitsuji has a special episode called kuroshitsuji hamlet if I'm not wrong.
Basically I tried typing 'kuroshitsuji episode 25' but only narutowire has it
And it does not load =.= it's veoh anyway, so I only can preview it 5 minutes.
Ahhhh
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Today is Saturday....
My sister is finally coming home on Tuesday :D
I'm actually waiting and hoping for her to go online now, because I wanted her to try and get the kuroshitsuji DVD ><
I think that I need to buy kuroshitsuji to watch the special episode
*sigh*
And I fell in love with Sebby's english character songs 8D
Espacially the one called 'Today'
*_*

Titanic Squid Avatar caught!!!!

2009-11-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hooray! I finally got the avatar :D
I just came back from cruise. I am 1000% sure that my plurk is dead.
Who cares anyway :D I don't think more than 5 people know that I have plurk
Ah well, I'm gonna leave my plurk like that lor
KUROSHITUSJI!!!

Caught on shop wizard!

2009-11-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

Muaha <3

Think second time bahhs

2009-11-01T11:31:00.012+08:00

This morning, Mama, bro and me went to send my papa off.
Yeah, after sending jiejie off we also need to send papa off T T
So anyway
Here are some pics~
We were at terminal 1
**********
*we were eating breakfast in the staff canteen in the first few pics*
Papa and mama~

Papa and me~

Me eating breakfast
I was eating toast and drinking hot milo

Korkor eating breakfast
He was eating fried behoone with chicken wings and drinking hot milo

Mama eating breakfast~
She is eating some kind of kueh and drinking hot coffee

Me and papa~

Me and papa. Korkor's face cut off =S

--After breakfast, we took the skytrain to terminal 2!!--
Papa is standing infront of the skytrain.
Abit blur =X

View of control tower from skytrain

Another view. Papa helped take this ^^
So clear right xD My phone camera rocks

Look! We alighted from the train so now we are in terminal 2
lol. Can see my reflection on the glass doors.

Long way down. We are taking the MRT home.

We arrived by cab, and we take the Mrt home :)
Me on the escalator.

Goodbye papa. Will miss you
**********

Second post

2009-10-30T20:54:00.004+08:00

Skin is back to normal
I figured out that it is because I added extra things, which is ,why the posts shifted previously.
So, I DO have Plurk, and my name is RuiXuanx3.
Do visit so I have more profile views ._. ok whatever whoever who sees this
D= I can't post a domo clock so...this blog is going to get a little plain cuz I'm not that good in HTML skills

Lots of things

2009-10-30T14:43:00.003+08:00

Ok
I've done LOTS of editing for now and I'm SUPER DEAD TIRED from school so don't come telling me that there is something wrong with my posts
I also know that there is something wrong.
I don't know what o.o
I'll maybe edit the rest of the skin tonight or whatever

Anyway
My overall results since I got back my report book
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English Language: 78 (A1) *top score in class*
Chinese: 60(B4)
Mathematics: 71 (A2)
Science: 77(A1)
Geography: 86(A1)
History: 84(A1) *top score in class*
Literature: 78(A1)
Design & Technology: 75(A1)
Art: 65(B3)
Civics and moral education: A
Music: A

Total: 740/1000
Percentage: 74.0
Results: PASSED
Class position: 2/33
Promotion Status:Promoted to S2 EXPRESS

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You can say that I'm boasting a little xD
But is it wrong to be happy when you get good results? ._.
No right?
So let me boast xD

Actually, aside from getting results, seriously nothing much happened today.
It's as if we're still going back to school next monday.
ok, I AM going back to school for a little camp.
._. are we not sad because we won't see each other for a long time?

Moving on, I changed blogskin AGAIN
Haha I know lol
When I went to my blog today, alot of like photoshop things appear all around my blog.
So I went to change
now bye

Ho hum

2009-10-29T19:48:00.003+08:00

Finally

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!~

~is tomorrow

I want to say something first

CONGRATULATIONS PILOT CLOUD FOR TURNING ONE YEARS OLD =)

You did mummy proud xD

I don't know if I mentioned that before :X but nvm

So... *clears throat*

I look foward to tomorrow

I'm getting my report book and Elisa is going to tell me her birthday!

I'm so excited

Yesterday and today is basically class bonding games and interclass games and all those

Hehs xD This Sunday I'm sending my father off

I'm going to have breakfast at the airport! Yayy

My papa is going to china for work =3 will come back on the 10 November (I'm having my camp =X)

Coming down, I feel like ranting about 'perfect pitch' and 'relative pitch' and all those.

I'm a person who learns music since the age of 5 or 6, and now then I know these =.=

Haha, yeah I know. I'll never learn fast enough

So anyway

I'm so happy

I knew somehow that I had a gift in music, but I just don't know what's it called or whatever it is.

My gift is to be able to recognise a tone or note 100% correctly just by hearing it.

xD I can even find what note is a car horn. LOL

But I'm not so talented. My gift was TRAINED, so that's why I can do it.

I probaly have the 'perfect pitch'. I might have the 'relative pitch' too, but I wonder if a person can have both ._.

Oh, and I definitely take these talents as a GIFT, not a CURSE. I'm grateful for them =) Because I will always use them to aid me.

When I learned about all of these, it inspired me. God is so wonderful. He blessed me with something that people can't get easily, and so I won't give up.

That's why I should stop slacking since I might take my organ exam next June O.O

So dead tired...

2009-10-26T14:37:00.002+08:00

=.= Tell me when you walk all the way from my school (Fajar SS) to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve(I think the name like that) and not feel tired
And WALK BACK AGAIN
I promise you my legs almost died ( I don't like to use the 'swear' word :p)
Heng Wed and Thur not like this anymore
=.= my school cannot afford bus meh?! Must walk all the way
I don't believe Elisa. She told me this is good exercise. I told her I'll be like a stick at the end of that.
ya la LOL all you want la
I'm damn skinny ok
Anyway
I damn regret bringing my uniform to school. I don't even need it =.=
I repeat, I never expected us to goWALK to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.
And my back is so heavy.
And it's like. We finally reached there. We took more than one hour of course. ONE AND ALMOST HALF AN HOUR WALKING UNDER THE SUN.
Then we rested
Then
We did our things for
ONLY HALF AN HOUR
And we walked back.
I.could.have.stayed.at.home.just.that.parents.don't.allow.
damn =.=

EOY RESULTS ARE OUT!!!!!!!!!~

2009-10-22T13:50:00.005+08:00

....Or so it is.
Yeah right. I finally got back my results. =.= I got it later than my other friends but....
THEY.ARE.HERE.
I'll just list them out.
*****
English Paper 1: 47/60 *composition all these*

English Paper 2: 44/70 *comprehension etc*

Literature: 29/50 (yeah right. I guess I diddn't read Charlotte's Web properly? >>)

Science: 79/100(guess I did well :D*another half mark to have the top score!*)

Maths: 75/100 (<33)

Art: 76/100( xDDD)

Geography: 80.5/100 (top score in class =p )

Mother Tongue: 38/70 *Cries*

D&T: 35/50. Ok lar

*****
Ok
I can't seewhat I'm writing, so I'm taking a BIG risk.
=.= I thought I did well, but my mama dosen't seem to be satisfied.
Ah well. I don't blame her. My literature and mother tongue did not do well.
But I did well in the other subjecst, right/!
*sigh* My D&T got an A2, but maybe I did not score well to...
=.= I suck at my chinese. whatever
Poor Rachel. She isn't really satisfied with her results at all. Maybe take away 'really'
Wel. I'm going.

2009-10-17T12:50:00.002+08:00

Taken from Jolene's quizblog again.
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair
2. What colour is your favourite hoodie?
A...hoodie?
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yep
4. Do you plan outfits?As in fashion designer ?
No
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
I'm feeling bored and sleepy
6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red?
Pen
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.
Can't remember ._.
8. Did you meet anybody new today?
No. Stayed at home
9. What are you craving right now?
Sleep. Zzz
10. Do you floss daily?
No
11.What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
G..garbage?
2. Are you emotional?
Yes
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000 times?
Tried to and gave up
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick?
Lick . Sensitive teeth _l_
15. Do you like your hair?
Yes, but wished it was a little more brown ._.
16. Do you like yourself?
Yep
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
No. I think it'll be like a very awkard situation o.o
18. What are you listening to right now?
Boku wa tori ni naru( I will become a bird)
19. Are your parents strict?
Not really .
20. Would you go sky diving?
Don't know ._.
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
DK whats that xD
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Nope
23. Do you rent movies often?
I dont rent movies , watch on com (:
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Nopes, but I also dont bother go find la .
25. How many countries have you visited?
3
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
No. I don't do it even if I'm bored
28. Brown or white egg?
Brown egg
29 and 30 is gone!!!
31. Do you own a gun?
No. Don't want to anyway
32. Can you use chopsticks?
Yep ^^
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
My bed (: And pillow .
34. Are you too forgiving?
No.
35. Ever been in love?
Dunno
36. What is/are your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
She's probaly gonna slack again
37. Ever had cream puffs?
?
38. Last time you cried?
eh...
39. What was the last question you asked?
what?
40. Favourite time of the year?
Birthday and christmas!
41. Do you have any tattoos?
nope
42. Are you sarcastic?
No. Maybe a few times when I don't realise?
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Wth is that ?
44. Ever walked into a wall?
Yeah , actually it was glass xD
45. Favourite color?
Yellow, purple, pink. BLACK
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
lol yes
47. Is your hair curly?
no
48. What was the last CD you bought?
Can't remember.
49. Do looks matter?
Yeah (:
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Not really, unless maybe she's close to me
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Nopes . I'll die if it is =.=
52. Do you like your life right now?
Maybe
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No
54. Can you handle the truth?
What truth?
55. Do you have good vision?
I wear specs. Good?
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yeah .
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Depends (: I seldom talk on the phone, mostly MSN
58. The last person you held hands with?
Mama!
59. What are you wearing?
Shorts luh .
60.What is your favourite animal?

Hooded rats ^^

61. Where was your default picture taken at?

On MSN ? Took from neopets xD jubjub!
62. Can you hula hoop?
Yepps
63. Do you have a job?
My job is to eat, sleep, and play <3
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Eh..can't remember
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
MAYBE not

Please tag ><

Quiz

2009-10-16T14:55:00.003+08:00

There's only one thing. I AM BORED

Quizzes taken from http://www.jolene-quizblog.blogspot.com/

Quiz 1:

1. [] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Fell out of a chair by leaning back in it
4. [] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [] Had people tell you that you are blonde.
7. [] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush him/herself
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 10 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Total so far:4

11. [] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs.
14. [] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it (I believe it counts for anything else that works that way)
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [] have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with thongs on or you were barefoot

Total so far:5

21. [] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [ ] Have run into a closed door
24. [] Have almost shot someone with a real gun while trying to shoot something else
25. []Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [ ] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer even only a bit
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Total so far:6

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [ ] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc on purpose even though you knew it was hot
36. [] Picked out your change of clothes, took off the ones you had on and then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x ] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't turned on
38. [] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [ ] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes at the same time

Total so far:10

41. [] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [] Tried to take a picture of your/someone's eye with the flash on
43. [] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [] Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there forgot what is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it on accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [] Have gotten in the shower with your underwear or socks still on
50. [] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Total so far: 14

51. [] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [ ] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [] Have tripped on a cord
59. missing o.o
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Total so far:17

61. [] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x]Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out-
70. [] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Total so far: 22

71. [x] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [] Have sat on a bench with wet paint on it.
74. [] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [x] Have purposely flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were high when you weren't
79. [ ] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [ ] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would pull your hairs out

Total so far: 24

81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip just to see if it hurts
83. [] Sat and wondered why men dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. []Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [x] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked weird
88. [ ] When at a restaurant/cafeteria, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant/cafeteria
90. [ ] Sucked on a cup and got a hick-up from it

Total so far: 25

91. [x] As you were writing, you moved your head back and forth with your pen/pencil ( I wonder why anyway)
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them (lolXD)
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [ ] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [x] Started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story 96. [] When you saw a beware of dog sign, you told the owners to beware of the dogs not realizing they owned the dogs
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [ ] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x]Have used your calculator as a form of communication in class
100. [x] Have popped a balloon in your mouth ( X_X)

Total: 31/100

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Think I mentioned I was bored.
I only have one last paper to take, which is D&T
Most schools and my friends have already finished the EOY exams T T
My brother finished his yesterday.
So good
I want to finish too
But it's still ongoing
Ugh -.-
This time, surprisingly, I am not so confident of my EOY.
Dosen't mean I diddn't study, I'm just worrying I couldn't achieve my goals.
I actually want to at least score an A for all my 4 main subjects.
BIG hope xD
I did ok in my art exam today.
I was nervous that I couldn't complete my layout in 2 hours, but in the end when I finished I only took 1 hour!!
And I just sat and stare at the rain -.-
My only hope for art is to get a B.
I got a D (pathetically) for art last term.
Yeah, I failed.
So be it.
So this time round I hope to pass every subject.
Talk about Mr Faizal hoping us to do well in science, not just pass
I screwed up for a refraction question cuz I did not label.
So going to get it -.-

I checked my schedule.
Before my cruise trip, I have a two day one night camp in school.
For performing arts group.
On the 9 and 10 November
After that I will go on the cruise for 11-13 November.
So on these five days I'll be packed.
After that, then I can look forward to my sister coming back from Japan.

I'm thinking of joining PLURK
Some kind of box that lets you post short notes on what you're doing right now
Like fast updates
I think it's the best and shortest way to update my blog
Although I think my karma will be 0.00, since nobody comes to tag me T T
Think I have to go around blogs and get some kind souls to tag me D=
I'm stopping here, want to play neopets le

Looking back...

2009-10-10T22:18:00.003+08:00

Looking back, I realise that it's already coming to the end of the year.
I'm already having my EOY exams, when I should be having my PSLE now last year.
I actually only decided to write this post to kind of reflect my thoughts when I was browsing through my archieves.
I think I started this blog when I was 12 years old
I had one or two other blogs but I deleted them
I knew that I was always silly or weird
I could tell by how I wrote in my earliest posts
Then I thought, they could be words of an immatured 12 year old, but I thought that it also shows how innocent I was.
They really were words of a child
So, even though right now, people may still think that my words, thoughts and actions may be inappropriate
I get that feeling anyway.
I may act silly and give stupid answers such that people will think that I'm dumb.
But I want to say, rest assured.
I am much more of a matured person inside then on my outer apperance.
Yes. I can assure you that.
And anyway, I'll naturally give dumb answers to dumb questions.

MY GOD

I'VE GROWN TOO FAST!!!
I WANT TO RETURN TO BEING A CHILD!
I WANT TO RUN AROUND AND PLAY IN THE PLAYGROUND!!
T T omg, emotional outbreak

A special post...

2009-10-07T16:08:00.009+08:00

K, I know I said something about having the last post before EOY exams is over
I'm taking back my words^^
This post is based on yesterday, when my family sent my sister off for her Japan trip
We went to Terminal 1 to sent her off, since Japan airline is at Terminal 1 lol
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My grandaunt and my sister at home

My mother and sister on an escalator

Mama, brother, me and sister on an escalator again...

Eating dinner...

Eating dinner... we had our dinner in Changi Airport staff canteen *basically where staff get their food but it's open to public*

On an escalator again. Jiejie with her big luggage haha

Papa and jiejie

Me and papa

Me, mama and my brother

Nice peacock!!

We reached the airport around 6 to have dinner.
Jiejie is accompanied by a friend, so the two of them went to Japan...
The control tower in the airport is really beautiful at night time!!! I love it
But I diddn't get to take the skytrain =(
Bro went and bought chocolate waffle biscuits, very nice XD
So, we walked around for awhile, met up with the friend's parents and friends, chatted.
Then, when it's time to go check in *it was 9++pm*, we accompanied my sister and her friend to the gate and eh. Said goodbye
And away she goes!
I reached back home at 10.10pm
Very tired O.o
And that time I haven't packed my bag yet lol
I heard that this morning my sister reached Osaka at 6am. So...now when I am typing this she is happily enjoying herself in Japan :)
so... I say goodbye le.

I hope you like my blogskin. It's the only one that I can find that is simple yet nice O_o ok nvm

Maybe last post until EOY ends?

2009-10-05T21:00:00.009+08:00

Another delayed post to celebrate the beginning of October, (a.k.a last month of school <3)
I've done my mother tongue paper last Friday, this Friday I'm taking my english paper 1 and 2.
There's nothing really much to revise, except for format of informal and formal letter, and comprehension skills and stuff like that. Adverbs and adjectives too maybe.
Last Saturday, we celebrated mooncake festival. Yeah, my condo always sponsered lanterns and sparklers, so lucky me^^
Here's some pictures...*some only*
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Me with big umbrella. Maybe not so big :X

Mama and me

Papa lighting a sparkler

Notice the people at the back? Yeah, our condo had a little area for lighting those sparklers and lanterns, and that area tonight is PACKED, along with filling the night air with smoke XD

Lantern

Very packed ^^

Papa and me

A very funny guy, talking about dinosaurs O_o his puppet is a dinosaur^^

look at the time! The programne ends at 10.30, when the lucky draw ends, so he's probaly the last one to perform.
But he's so funny, the kids are willing to stay up and listen to him.
*Almost forgot, it was raining, so I was carrying an umbrella. LOL

And the next day I slept until 9am O_o

I counted, there's only 10 days left for art exam(including non school days), so there's little time to prepare my prep work

Teacher wants prep work fully done by next monday, and I guess that must include my two layouts.

So I guess I'll be online these few days to collect information for my prep work.

So I'm going to be busy!

I'm striving to keep my place in express, which explains my title in my post

LAST NOTE ~~before I go to sleep~~

Tomorrow, my sister is going to leave Japan for six weeks.

Which means, I'm only going to see her again only on November.

After we have our cruise trip.

It's my sister's first time leaving Singapore on her own for a long time(I think)

And I hope she gives me a souvenir(lol)

Goodbye jiejie!!

EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT EDIT

Regarding the change of blogskin

The font might be a little too big for you *it is,right?* so I'm sorry because I still couldn't find a way to adjust so bear with me ok ^^

YET ANOTHER EDIT

I'll update the column regarding about myself the next time. I already said that I'm going to be busy... but please tag even though this is an impossible wish to get my dead tagboard revived ._.

~~And I realised this blog probaly only lets me show one post at a time .___.~~

2009-09-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

This is the 250th post!!!
Think too little posts for a blog that has existed for more than erm...*checks archieves* 1 year!!!
I don't exactly plan to change skin yet *lol, I see Angel's tag*
Lazy too.
There's only 10 more days to my final exams.
According to my opinion, I should be able to pass my exams with flying colours.
IF I study and put in effort. *waa, so nice words*
This school. This school that I was dumped into.
It's just my first year. I definitely cannot fall into normal academic.
But I am still having problems with my chinese. I don't know why, other people seem to find chinese easy but I seem to be the only one struggling -.-
argghs. I can't say that I've been good in my second language all along.
Come to think of it, besides my PSLE, I've never scored an A for my chinese before ._.
And I never said I want to score an A for my chinese now. I just hope that I can get at least a B.
Right. Think I talked enough about school.

ON TO NEOPETS!!

Pilots recently adopted a tonu, which is special because it is a rare species ^^
We adopted thinking it'll help us get Meuka, but unfortunately we mistaken its disease for another disease.
Since it's species is special, we just kept it.
Recently I'm broke too, now I only have 22,520 NP.
But I won't complain it to cream, never ever. The creams help us too many times already ):
Pilot cloud has trained up, and now she has the same amount of hitpoints as Curietia Cream!!
Sadly, she still cannot defeat Cur, since her strength points are still lesser then Cur ):
And I just realised that Cur is using the same weapons as Cloud ^^
Faerie festival is also here, so I can get more good things!!!

I finished reading Gakuen Alice manga's latest chapters. I really love Gakuen Alice ^^
Gakuen alice is just like Harry potter, that's what I think. A tale and school life of magic.
Yesterday, I went to take photos of myself for my passport, then went to Lot 1 with my parents to book for a cruise in erm...November.
I had to take photos to update my passport otherwise I couldn't go overseas, that's what I told.
I never really been on a cruise before, so I felt half excited and half nervous.
you know. @_@
I checked my phone for new photos, but there are none

So I guess this is all I have to update :)

I've done 37 out of the 132 stupid things.

2009-09-01T13:13:00.004+08:00

Do this and repost it with the title:
I've done --- out of the 132 stupid things.

NOT STUPID
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette (ew)
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 3

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends (apologies, no facebook)
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 4

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 4

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 7

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 10

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 14

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 14

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 18

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 18

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight ( I'd love to )

SO FAR: 18

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 20

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 22

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers (what the heck of a game is that)
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers (eh no, I hate colouring)
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (I don't think food is that cheap...)

SO FAR: 23

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage(what?) Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 25

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus( dear santa, I wish you exist )
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (I can't recall if it's sunset or sunrise)
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 28

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (bleah, I'ld be carsick)
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 29

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 29

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish (fishes are for eating!)
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (well, who cares)
( ) Sat On A Roof Top (I'ld love to!)

SO FAR: 29

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH)
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (haha, I'll be killed from bills)
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 30

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House ( love to )
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (well I don't like nightmares =S)

SO FAR: 31

Level 25
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (no space anyway)
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 31

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken (chickens are for eating! XD cock-a-cockaroooooooooooo )
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone (well fractured yes)
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 31

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly (and ~~threw it away~~ set it free)
( ) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 33

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 36

Level 29
( ) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 36

Level 31
( ) Been Used
( ) Fell Going Up The Stairs (well I fell on an escalator)
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 37

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

I've done 37 out of 132 stupid things! (Well I diddn't really think they're stupid)
phew at least I've updated

So lucky =)

2009-08-30T08:53:00.003+08:00

(Stares at the screenshot)
It's so small!!!
But I'm really lucky to get that event
The tooth faerie usually gives out neopoints for lost toothes
But this time, she gave an avatar~!!

what's wrong with me?

2009-08-20T16:35:00.002+08:00

247 posts and counting.
I got my CA2 results back today.
It's not really worth seeing it, really
After all, I missed out one week of school, so what can I expect?
My chinese had a C6... even if teacher is going to add in more marks, it'll just be a C5.
I don't know what is wrong with me
Usually I'll get a B for chinese, now it drops to a C.
I wouldn't really admit that I diddn't study, because I TRIED
My maths was worse. I diddn't improve
Tell me, what more can I possibly do to get more marks?
~~Submit my homework on time?~~ ~~pay more attention in class?~~
I don't think that works anymore
I'm really depressed. I wonder if I can continue on express next year.
Today I had a science presentation, which is counted in my CA2 marks.
I think I did not do well too.
My teacher told me I had a bonus mark, but I don't think that's enough.
And further more, D&T
I don't want to say that I am going to fail.
Oh nonono, how many subjects am I going to fail this term?
Is failing a bad thing?
OH GOD I DON'T KNOW SAVE ME

Happy national day!!!

2009-08-09T10:07:00.005+08:00

Right, only four more posts to 250 posts in my blog!!!
That shows how dead this blog is, considering the fact that it has been ongoing since last year April!! XD
Never mind, I wanna show something

I hate to edit screenshots you know...it's such a trouble so bear with me
PRICE DROPPED!!!!!!
THANKS SO MUCH *squints* XTREMEPAINTBALLER7!!
Help me save money eh =D
That fellow must have been thinking his product is expensive since no one wants to buy it so he lowered the price.
LOL, ok kidding kidding.
But thanks so much haha
I'm very extremely poor, only around 135K++
Sigh, dropped so much from 180k++
Cuz I'm spending money on codestones to train up cloud on endurance.
Now almost reaching 55/55.

And yeah, like my post title said
Happy national day! :)
Except that I'll probaly just sit in front of the big TV screen, munch on KFC and watch the parade
I don't think I'll ever get tickets to watch live -_-
well who cares, it's nice enough to get to watch on TV n_n
ok so deviantart is celebrating it's 9th birthday.
Windows Live messenger is celebrating it's 10th birthday.
It also has it's own birthday video which is quite funny haha.
So, happy birthday to both of you.

Ok, I think that's all, I'm going to play games now.

SUPER BONUS!!

2009-08-08T15:50:00.003+08:00

SUPER BONUS!
My jub gained extra 3 hitpoints!
Now cloud's endurance is 50/50!
Not bad huh
I'm aiming 10 each time, so now I'm aiming for 60/60 haha
Now I'm figuring out how the hell do I get neoflu or sneezles so I can get Meuka as my battledome challenger.
haizz

This is called the sianess post

2009-08-04T09:29:00.005+08:00

I know that my blog is super dead.
And this post is super late haha. I had originally wanted to post on the first day of August but oh well
HAPPY AUGUST!!! ( and goodbye ghosting month )
On the 1st of August my choir had participated in the popchoir category in competition and won gold!!
Unfortunately I was sick on that day ( very high fever >> ) and I couldn't come.
I was so sad...I wish I could come! I wanted to at least just perform
Now my practice time and costume and money has all gone to a waste! =(
Now I have to stay at home for a week since ********************************************
So I very sian.
VERYYYYYYYYY SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

This is called the sianess post
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My phone has lots of stuff (mainly photos as expected) and therefore I'm posting pictures!
My sister, mother and me

Phenomenon Tuners 1

=D I'ld rather look at the buildings then see the vehicles facing me

The spinning dish!

Me and Samantha! =D

Goodbye

2009-07-20T17:19:00.001+08:00

I finally won Neocash from the NC mall.
My computer skills are horrible, so bear with me.
Now I have 300 NC =D
That's all I want to post

2009-07-15T18:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so sick now
A few days after my sister got sick, I caught the flu too -_-
Now I got a terrible sore throat and to top it off, a swollen ulcar
Those two combined isn't a very nice thing to have.
Like seriously, when you eat, the ulcar gets in the way.
And after having a horrible time chewing, you still have to have a painful swallow.
IT'S HELL OK
I couldn't even enjoy my spaghetti today.
It's like WHAT THE HELL
I hated being sick
I really, really hate it
I know everybody hates to be sick
I ESPACIALLY DO
Besides withstanding the horrible pain, those horrible pills!
They're disgusting!
Now my medication(yes, I don't mind telling) consists of stupid antibiotics, some pills and LOZENGES!!!
I hate them
And I was forced to go to school
My mother won't let me stay at home
I'm so weak, I feel dizzy and sleepy
I couldn't even study
What for I go to school?? Mama please see the situation!!!!!! :(
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Despite my weakness, as a human being I still do note what is happening.
and today during mother tongue lesson I finally got another antidose of my secondary school life
Well I got an antidose everyday but this is special.
I know Peony's character, always talking loudly.
I diddn't know why people like her. I hated her character.
In fact, I hated a lot of people's characters in my class.
In fact, somehow I seem to hate everyone's character in my class.
So actually, I felt like I diddn't belong to my class.
Peony talked back to my chinese teacher this morning(as usual)
and then my teacher suddenly told Peony she knew that Peony had used her handphone during class.
So she wanted to confiscate her SIM card if I'm not wrong
So Peony(after a while of arguing)had to take out her SIM card.
And then she could not do it, so GZ tried to help her.
Cannot, then one by one the rest of the class tried to help her.
During that time, the DM came. (I mean Miss Tan)
She wanted to check the boys' hair and to send the unlucky ones to the barber.
So she heard about Peony and told her to hand the SIM card over.
Cannot and in the end she had the whole phone confiscated.
So yeah.
And so for the rest of the lesson I guessed Peony was in a bad mood.
And two of the boys from my class was caught to have a haircut.
And one fled back to my class.
And he was like "I don't care. You want to tell go tell la!"

For the government to dump me into a school like this
I had to thank him at least for a moment.
For letting me experience how it is like to be in a class of hooligans.
And we are only sec 1s.
Many might say that I was being such a 'guaikiah'
Well then let me tell you, I don't understand how to have fun like you guys had.
I was brought up in a very good primary school, I had loving parents who taught me the right way to live
I was brought up in a good childhood.
And then I was brought to experience a different life in this school.

I was so thankful I was strong enough not to be led astray by your bad habits.
I was glad I did not use vulgarities that much, I was glad I diddn't had a habit of hanging around after school ends.
Because there was so many influences here and there, it was hard.
Yes indeed the best class has to be the worst class.
And can I transfer school? No way.

So many people told me what they thought of my school.
Sometimes it was so horrible I refused to think about it.
Yes, all the comments are negative.
How would you feel when you always hear that your school is bad
It's worse than getting sick of your school being good all the time.

As I say again, I'm feeling horrible
My throat is so dry, I could die.
Maybe that's how the people suffereing from drought felt.
Their throat is so dry, maybe drier than mine, that they felt they could die.
I'm waiting for my medication time to come.
I wanted to finish my antibiotics as soon as possible.
I felt that only when I finish my antibiotics can I heal my throat.

I expected that once my throat is better, I may have a more beautiful voice.
After all, something better always comes out of a bad one.
Like, recovering from a mistake
It makes you a better person.

I guess I better end here.
My battery is running low

Found on Shop Wizard!

2009-07-12T16:48:00.001+08:00

Yes... this is a very good history!
I was like, searching for people to see if anybody got sell lower than mine then I saw my name XD
This is the first time so I was like... very excited la.

Lol.
If you notice, pilot cloud has really increased in battledome stats.
Her hit points has now increased to 20
Cool right
I spend so many hard-earned neopoints on dubloons and codestones to get her pumped up :D
She's gonna catch up to Curietia soon. (hooray!)

My shop till has like 15k++.
Saving up there to get a rare negg haha

Tomorrow is back to my ~~annoying~~ school.
Well, everyone hates waking up early
Who dosen't?

2009-07-06T15:25:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow I will be going back to school.
As a different person.
I will no longer be class president( I hate the word 'chairman', I got so sick of it)
This decision brought so much happiness into my life.
Anyway
Today this is the first time I've enjoyed youth day.
All over the island banners of NDP 2009 have been put up.
Yes, next month is national day!
I love the song that is played first in my blog.
It's from the anime Code Geass.
In fact, I love code geass not only becase of the story and characters but also becase of it songs.
I love the emotions they brought out and the melody :)

2009-06-28T14:35:00.005+08:00

So I made a decision. A very big decision.
I am going to continue my theory, grade 6.
After 'graduating' since I passed piano grade 8 'See 13th March post', I stopped for 3 months to think and I made this decision to continue.
My point is that, I had really began to realise just a little bit how gifted I was in music.
I got this from my choir practices. Though I believe the people in my choir can read notes, I don't understand why they cannot get the pitch, whereas I can get it easily.
Yet when I want to correct them*the seniors too*, I diddn't dare to.
I mean how could a mere junior do that anyway ._.
So because I diddn't want to get confused, I had to learn the scores all by myself.
THankfully because I could easily sight-read, I had no problem.
Also like I said, I could easily play just any note or sound I hear*as long as it's tunable or it's a note .,.*
It was seriously a very very difficult decision.
I had to have 3 months to think this.
It would be a different teacher teaching me.
There will be more work for me to do besides my other work.
And then there's that exam and my parents would have to pay for it again.
Ok, money does not matter
And yeah, I decided that I won't take my teacher's grade this year.
It's super hard and I'm not going to waste money so I wanted more time to prepare.
So.
I had originally wanted to post this post with pictures I got from my science centre trip with my father but I poured out my thoughts instead.

School reopens tomorrow ~~unfortunately~~
I actually still need to complete two more assignements lol
Well it's better than people who still haven't done any homework at all
And there's a LOT of them
Well that's their own problem.
So ok I'm going, I want to go toilet liao LOLZ
Oh yeah, please visit my neopets profile for fun la
And visit my jubjubtoo.
Thanks and bye :D

2009-06-22T16:39:00.004+08:00

Hehe, I'm not really a cat lover but, this is one of the rare times I've seen a cat lie down this way so peacefully! It seems very relax n_n, and it diddn't budge at all even when I squatted down beside it.

Aww...it got up!n_n

:)

2009-06-16T14:52:00.022+08:00

My father and I went to Suntec City yesterday to buy me a new pair of shows. At Carrefour.

The sign for Raffles City

A fountain in Suntec City. It's beautiful to look at.

Fishes.

Clownfish. It seems to be dancing.

~~Damn~~ Super fast fish.

Lionfish. It's very beautiful!

Sign

Pond of many kois. It's cute

Behind me is the 'fountain of wealth', also named as the world's largest fountain.

Since I'm the year of the rat, I took for fun lol

I'm standing on a flight of stairs I like very much.

Carrefour. This is where I bought my shoes.

Nice!

n_n like the view

oh I like the big screen too.

The Flyer.

Big wheel. I forgot what is the description about it, but it certainly is a unique one.

A nice good morning post...=)

2009-06-13T09:15:00.007+08:00

Just a lovely email I recieved from my grandaunt.

Ever have one of those days, when something seems a bit off but you just can't put your finger on it...

Or it seems like all the people around you just wanted to butt their heads...

Or get some kind of weird tug of war?

Sometimes you just need to take a fresh new look and get a different perspective on things.

Remember to try your best to show kindness to others...

So, when life gets you down...

Remeber to just keep going, and keep your head above water...

And you'll get by with a little help from your friends!

To all who read this, have a nice day!:)

Quiz from mistress Wan Ying!

2009-06-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

So I happily went to visit her blog and found out that I was tagged! Ahhhhhhhh!
So, here's the first quiz!
1.Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
n_n cheek!
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
sian and speeply. I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY!
3. Who was last person/people you took photo with?
Last? Erm...*checks gallery* my father?
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Yes. VERY. But don't worry, I'm not that kind of 'spoiled' people you'ld imagined who have attitude or wateva. I'm spoiled cuz I think I am very fortunate that's all lol.
5. Will you ever donate blood?
No. I will die. Caan you see how skinny I am??
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-.- well, no. Just friends.
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Yes. Well maybe.
8. What are you thinking right now?
How to do this quiz.
9. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
No.
10. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Forgotten
11. Where did you wear the tee you are wearing now?
I don't get you
12. Is someone on your mind right now?
No
13. Who was the last person who texted you?
*searches phone* erm...Jasmine
Nine lucky people to do this quiz---

Any earthling.
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2ND QUIZ

1. What did you eat this morning?
I had bread with cheese. Simple
2. What did you drink first this morning?
Think it was cold water
3. Name 3 fried food you want to eat now.
Erm..*cuz I dun really like to eat fried food XD*
Chicken nuggets and drumstick maybe?
4. Name 3 drinks you want to drink.
I...don't drink drinks =X
Maybe water
5. Do you know what you are lunching later?
Unfortunately, it's nighttime when I'm doing this, so perhaps tomorrow =) And I dunno
6. Do you consider yourself a slow/faster eater?
Slow
7. What is your favourite song?
Lots. I can't tell you one particular one, sorry. It's japanese anyway.
8. Which is the most sentimental song?
Har?! I don't get you again
9. Who is your favourite artist?
Lots. As I tell you, they're japanese
10. What song would express what you are feeling now?
Still Doll by Kanon Wakeshima(If I not wrong). I'm feeling sian and...that kind of feeling the song gives.
11. What song is ringing in your head?
Now that I mention in the previous question, Still Doll
12. What is the game you most go to?
Amberial Axis on www.notdoppler.com
13. Second gamre you go most to?
Shift on notdoppler.com
14. Do you take quizzes?
If I have the mood and I like the quiz.
15. Are they accurate?
-.- Are you saying the quiz or the answers?
16. Any teacher you detest?
YES. CERTAINLY
17. Write the name/ full name.
Skip
18. State the flaw.
KEH. I get so pissed when his name is mention.
19. Do you hate your school?
Well, a little
20. Do you love your CCA?
... well it's ok
21. Are you popular in school?
I don't think so, but quite a number seem to know me ._.
22. How long have you been in your current school?
Well. Roughly 6 months.
23. What made you want to go there?
Because I had to go there.
24. Any new friends?
Well. yeah
25. Tag 5 people to do this quiz:
Any person who wants to do this.
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byebye

Rats!

2009-06-09T08:47:00.010+08:00

And this is the second post for pictures
Yes, these are all rats, NOT hamsters mind you
Hamsters are not that big ok, like, this is bigger than my hand
AND IT'S CUTE!!
Presenting AH FA!!!

Eating in process
Step 1: Take a seed

Step 2: Check the seed

Step 3: EAT!

XDXD

Cute!

Butt (LOL)

Zzzz(She even have her own pillow!!)

As you can see above, she had a lump in between her legs. It's a big and swollen one too ._.
Auntie Foo(owner) told me that Ah Fa is old already( She is 2 and a half years old already! Long life!) so she had this lump.
Her movement has also slowed down and her appetite has decreased.
I cannot even carry her already...she has to remain in her box
I guess that Ah Fa will also go to join her mother( Ah Bu) soon
I know this is true, but I find it so hard to accept the fact.
I still want to thank Ah Fa. You brought so much happiness into my life and I am always happy to see you, even when I am feeling down.
I love you forever

Memories...

2009-06-08T20:51:00.003+08:00

I just have to post this
Yi Ning, me, Jie Ling nee-chan

Yi Ning, nee-chan! Minna daisuki!
Love you guys forever!

Note: This is a picture taken a few months back when we went to catch Madagascar 2(with Yi Ning's sister)

Location: Limbang

Sketches

2009-06-08T20:09:00.005+08:00

this is the 230th post. FYI lol
Think I'll post my sketches. I just happen to browse through the pictures folder and saw my sketches so
I'll post for fun. And this will be the last time LOL
I plan to post two more but for some reason I can't so...
And the first picture is found in the 'zaobao' animanga section. Pictures belong to creator hehe...don't know how you credit but I'm not claiming or copyrighting wateva.

And this Amu and Ikuto from Shugo Chara, basically Amuto ba. Also same as above.

I'm eating noodles while doing this

PICTURES!!!!!!

2009-06-07T11:48:00.018+08:00

Dead bird(a.k.a its soul will fly forever IDK) I dun even know its species ._.

Random view from random MRT station.

Pictures at City mall. Well, so called near ************* shopping mall?

Haha. If you can see, it's that round thing spinning around. SPIN FASTER YOU DON'T EVEN SEEM LIKE SPINNING

Yep, that's the shopping mall. My dad had some buisness there. I was with him. For fun lol

Church.

Sign.

Art. I tell you, I love them

~~Long~~ Tall building

View of Singapore River/Buildings/Small Merlion spitting water

Yeah, add me in!

Esplanade. Mind you, it dosen't look like a durian at all

Where I am squatting, it is near the esplanade. I was touching the water, and it wasn't cold surprisingly.

Fountain at Changi airport terminal 3. That was like erm...yesterday early morning at around 5++am. My dad and I went there to fetch my grandaunt back. And the fountain did a wonderful performance.

...

K so we had breakfast after that at Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Yeah, that's my drink(hot milo)

Our bread.

Omg
it took awhile but
.......
PICTURES ARE FINALLY HERE!!!
Finally my phone is accepted by the computer
THREE CHEERS FOR MY PHONE!!
I'm planning on posting two more posts full of pictures.
Really! I'm so happy the computer finally accepted my phone
It's like, I have so many photos that I wanted to post
Also I can get new music onto my phone. YES YES YES!!!
I just came back from school choir awhile ago. This morning we had to go to somewhere near our school to perform for their event. And yeah, it had to be on a Sunday -_-
Where I could have just slacked and sleep.
It's now raining. How nice
I really love my parents. I just had to say that
Ok erm. LOL my blogsong just goes on and on. I like listening to it alot.
So yeah. Description of the pictures on the themselves.
And I still celebrating jubjub day. HOORAY congratulations cloud.
Love you. A LOT
Ok if I have time I'm doing up a slot of my likes and dislikes. I just realised that I diddn't have that.
Yeah I'm slow. In case you idiots haven't found out.

And as usual, all the pictures here are either taken by my dad's or my phone camera(msot of them is mine). That shows how good our phone camera quality is XD

IT'S JUBJUB DAY!!!

2009-06-06T10:48:00.001+08:00

IT'S JUBJUB DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congratulations, cloud!
'I love you forever, my cloud'
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Now I got a blogsong again
And I like the beginning part
It's 'arigatou' or something like that from Home Made Kazoku
I'm tired...I got back from the airport this morning
To fetch my grandaunt
I woke up like 5am and then came back at 7.02am
I bet people are still sleeping like pigs lol
Just came back from my megacamp too two days ago
It was ok, a little boring
kk byebye